Right from the beginning, I was at the losing end. The unfortunate girl with an abusive dad and no mom. I was always different from others and never knew why. I hated everyone; more like I was jealous. I hated almost everything about my life except from moments with very few people... Moments with Dylan but I could loose him just because of destiny and crap like that but I won't let that happen. I don't know how, but I'll get what I want. I promise

The Last Luna!

I left my eyes fixed on the ground, frozen and pained, hoping the earth would just eat me up or end me because I honestly didn't know what was next for me. "He really called it lust?", the question escaped my lips as a whisper. I couldn't believe. I didn't want to. It hurt too much to bare.

But this is what I wanted, isn't it? I'm happy if he is... Right?

I felt a lot of things... Happy, angry, heartbroken, confused and scared

Happy, cause my best friend isn't heart broken. I mean, he's happy without me. I'm happy for him. I should be.

Angry, because he had me fooled. It's not his fault he misunderstood his feelings it's mine. Why did I listen? So pathetic. I destroyed everything even after getting warned. I'm disgusted.

Chapter 9 First Day With My Mate