Right from the beginning, I was at the losing end. The unfortunate girl with an abusive dad and no mom. I was always different from others and never knew why. I hated everyone; more like I was jealous. I hated almost everything about my life except from moments with very few people... Moments with Dylan but I could loose him just because of destiny and crap like that but I won't let that happen. I don't know how, but I'll get what I want. I promise

The Last Luna!

I sat on the floor starring at my wolf as guilt filled my chest.

Remembering how I talked to Mr. Arthur.

How he showed up from nowhere and took stabs for me and I still wasted his life by letting them kill me.

"What'll Dylan think" I sobbed, hugging my knees, "I'm the cause of his father's death." I hugged my knees tighter... So much it hurt my ribs.

"I- I hurt him before now I'm taking away all he has left.", I sobbed

Is that all I'm good for? Crying and ruining everything. It's so pathetic. What have I ever done right? All my misfortunes were my fault.

If I killed my dad in his sleep when I was still a kid. Things would have been way better for me. I would have grown up under Mr. Arthur's care. I'd probably learn more for him and grow some sense. I'm so stupid. What's going to happen now?

Chapter 20 Torture