Chapter 039

I excuse myself and exit the common room. Even though I said to Aki that I didn't really have a reason…

I lied.

I wanted to kill the women first because, when I asked Michael about both of them he explained that the women was the one who made the explosives that blew away the bottom half of my body.

I still remember the feeling of bleeding out and the slowing of my heart. I fall to my knees, and start to hyperventilate trying to calm myself down.

I hear Michael's voice, but it sounds so far away.

I didn't think I was still this affected my own death even after six months.

I start to dry heave and I fall to to my hands and knees. I try my absolute best trying to regain of my breathing but it just didn't stop. I flip myself over to lay on my back and close my eyes.

I hear footsteps or my own heartbeat it's a little hard to tell right now. Opening my eyes I see Aki standing above me. She scoffs and I give her a small smile. She sighs and helps pull me up and moves me to a chair in the hallway.

Finally my breathing gets under control and I give an apologetic look towards Aki. She grabs me by the chin and pulls me close so we're looking in to each other eyes.

"Let me guess… You thought about the day you died after I asked you why you chose to kill the women first." My eyes start to waver. "Hmmm I thought so, you did leave in a hurry. Even Charles and Scarlett noticed, and make sure to talk to Michael no matter how useless he seems. He will always help you when you need it."

I couldn't believe how much she guessed right. "I guess I'm not that hard to read." I said.

"I never said that, I'm just saying that anyone one of us can help you." She finally let me go and stopped looking in my eyes.

She stands up and heads back towards the common room leaving me alone with my thoughts. I watch her go, thankful of all the help she's given me.

I stand up after a few minutes and go outside to cool my head. When I walk through the doors a strong summer breeze hits me.

It feels quite cool against my skin. Feeling better I leave the morgue behind and go for a walk. After walking for a few minutes Michael finally speaks up.

"Sooooooooo… how's your day going." I look up at the sky and scoff. Really small talk? "Yeah I know, I know you don't have to give me that look. I just thought it would be easier to talk if I started with some small talk."

I smile wryly, I guess technically it made it easier to talk. "You don't have to worry about any of that Michael I'm your apostle and friend."

"Awwww you're making me blush with those lines." I activate bloodlust to it's fullest potential towards the sky. "Hahahahahaha Now that's a quite something. A little angry huh? huh? huh?"

Of course that stupid angel had to ruin the moment. I smile and look away from the sky ending my conversation with Michael.

I keep walking down the street feeling a just a little bit better than before. "It's been way to busy the last two days." I keep walking enjoying the breeze and what's coming next.