chapter 28

   I felt calm then as lying to him felt better than being with him and that was with ease. Heck! remembering my section in detention made me sick almost immediately.

    I avoided some group of students who were looking at me for no good reason, maybe I didn't know.

    Walking to the detention room, looking tired and helpless but still looking straight up and healthy, I wish I could just give up.

    Worst still, I overheard that Gabby is now feeling better which means, she might likely resume soon.

   Sleeping my forehead as I took my seat, ignoring the killing stare I am getting from everyone including my stepbrother almost made me want to vanish.

     Gosh! Staying in a room with the people you hate the most can be as frustrating and painful as waxing your Vjay area. Once they are gone, you feel well again.

    Most of the time, You would just want to kill them over every little thing they do even if is for them to breathe. To blink would be like stalking you in the heart. What about talking, hell no... I would snap someone's neck today.

   That would be if...if...if my detention won't get worst.

Damn, I have 9 more school days to spend.

    Fine.

I won't keep ignoring the fact that I have been staring at Devin.

    'He is indeed such a devil'.

   The way he hit that kid, I can't tell if they had something personal or just fighting to...feel belong.

   What if he is in a gang! And they want him to maybe kill someone by beating him to death.

  I can't be thinking straight, those people out there will not let it happen. Not all of them are in gangs.

     It made me start wondering what might have gone wrong between him and my stepbrother. Could it be that he beat Xavier up?

    A small giggle escaped my lips as I slapped my mouth before looking around.

     Damn.

  Mere thinking about Xavier is making me feel funny. I could feel something wet down there, it's kinda a bit different from how I used to feel them before but I just shrugged.

   You know, it might just be a different way of wanting to f*ck your stepbrother!

    Oh dear God, I am a living mess.

   I can't keep my head focused when all that keeps coming to my mind are ungodly things.

    Maybe staring at Devin would help, which it actually did help.

    Noticing how his knuckles and fist look so broken, I wonder what would be of the lad's face.

   I could barely see his eyes, his face looked like a rainbow and I am sure his teeth might as well be missing some tooth.

     Too bad, my gaze locked with Devin. He didn't blink, he just stared blankly at me for a while not saying and making any move.

   The look in his eyes. It seems like he wants to say something, maybe to explain why on earth he would be hitting the cramp out of someone by that time of the night.

    His left eyes look moist like he wants to shed tears but doesn't.

    I shook my head and sighed. I can't keep feeling bad for him? He was merciless when hitting a fellow human, he even came as the devillllll.

      Turning over the page of the book I am reading, I scoffed as I heard a low squeak from Nili and Eva behind.

    It could be that they are laughing at me, who knows? They just want to make sure I get frustrated but I won't let that happen.

    How I wish I had my phone at hand to take a record of her sex video with Xavier. I don't care if he would feel bad, after all, he won't know that I did it.

    With my fist clenched and my eyes closed, I tried to endure the continuous laughter of Nili and Eva. They looked up at me and smirked broadly.

    'Piece of shit' I muttered through clenched teeth.

     The teacher here isn't helpful. She just asked up to read boring books and see questions for us to answer. Where the hell on earth does she want the knowledge to remain?

    "Alright everyone, this is your girl Eva and Nili live".

     I heard Eva whisper and I don't need to be told that she just started one of her lives in detention. I bet she would not let them know, if not, who would want to be in such a live.

     There is one thing to roll your eyes randomly and another to roll your eyes to avoid hitting something.

     At least they have stopped their live or they just want to go for a mute one. I could only hear their muffled giggles and notifications alert.

      "You never can tell when you have those unwanted visitors" Nili chipped before I could take in another deep breath "Even when we don't like them, they still come".

    Ewwwwww.

   How could they be talking about boys so shamelessly?

   The Flash of what Eva was doing in the janitor closet the other day replayed itself making me shriek inwardly and turn to Xavier.

    Yes, I know it's not supposed to be so but I find myself wanting him, and the fact that he had another girl made me want to stab him with my pen.

      I could really be able to look at him without feeling weird if he stop glaring at me...well that eye direction is not faced towards my direction.

    Devin?

  Why would he be glaring at Devin?

Is it about the fight or just because he found me there?

   The fact that he found me there is still shocking. Well, I didn't receive his calls, or did I text him to tell him my particular location but he found me.

    Oh, snap, he had been stalking me.

  That some of a urgghh has been stalking me?

    I looked left to Devin to find him staring at Xavier. His expression seems clueless.

    Beneath that plain face, I could see put hate. I didn't want to think about the say that before you can gate something, you will have to love it first but, were they in some kind of relationship?

    They can't be lovers?

Ohh...now I get, Devin took Xavier's ex last few months.

   I know I didn't get to see them all or witness the drama but, the news was something every kid in school knew.

    Popular Xavier.

    The fact that Nili and Eva kept laughing makes me want to get up and smack the shit off their plain faces.

   "Can you please keep it down?" I asked them without looking back "Like take it down".

    I heard one of them gasp. Not sure of which but since they both almost sound the same, I can just put it on any one of them.

    "And here she is fans," Eva said, " The star of the show asking us to take a better view ".

    What the heck are they talking about?

     Slowly I turned back to them to see Eva's phone held up with her camera facing me. She moved her face away from the phone and glanced at me.

     "Smile bitch" She wiggled her brows "Do you want to give any tip on how to keep the monster at bay?".

    They don't expect me to answer that.

    With my eyes in total shock and disbelief, I turned to look at the teacher who I don't even know her name.

     She just looked serious about what she was doing with her phone.

   The smile on her face shows that she literally doesn't give a damn about what is happening in the detention she is asked to watch.

    How about the exam given to us, does that mean she would have no idea if we just google out the answer at the end of the day?

    "Act mature Eva" I rolled my eyes "Just leave me alone already".

     Before I could turn, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket but I ignored it. I was too deep in thought, thinking about how I would stab Nili In her neck and Eva in her eyes with my pen without getting caught.

   Obviously, since the old library could have a hidden camera even when not used, what would be the probability that there is one here?

    "How about you knowing how to keep yourself clean when you get mature?" Nili replied.

    Just then, I felt my phone vibration before it starts ringing.

    I was startled as I look at everyone shaking. My hands shook as I brought out my phone slowly using the opportunity to avoid the look of everyone.

    'Xavier?'.

   I looked up my phone and turned sharply to my stepbrother to see him pointing at his phone harshly.

    "Breath, Gum drop, breath before you open the next message".

   Maybe I need to breathe because I can't really breathe at this point. My heart skipped a beat and nearly exploded when I opened the next message.

   "DON'T PANIC, JUST STAND UP AS SOON AS I GET TO YOUR SEAT. YOU ARE BLEEDING".