Chapter 73

      My night's rest was a peaceful one. Devin slept over but chose to sleep on the couch instead of sharing the room with us. I suspected he did that so Xavier wouldn't be mad. Before I fell asleep, I was watching a movie on my laptop. I was engrossed in the movie that I saw four episodes.

      Xavier was busy doing his thing, I barely looked at him long enough to know what he was doing.

      I continued seeing the movie and when there was a kissing scene, I blushed. I couldn't think of anything other than Devin's kiss under the rain. It wasn't my first kiss but i somehow wished I could delete every other kiss from my head.

     Wait, including Xavier's first kiss?

     The one he called a mistake?

     Hell no. I was comparing how good they both kiss and my cheeks reddened. My phone jittered and I turned to look at it, it was a text from Devin.

Devin: Are you still awake?

Me: Yes, why?

Devin: Nothing, was just wondering. Why haven't you slept?

Me: 'Cause I'm seeing this movie and I'm trying hard not to sleep.

Devin: I see. Goodnight Emily.

Me: ...…

My eyes flickered as the light tortured my eyes. I rolled to the other side of the bed and yawned. I set an alarm but I must have missed it because now I was staring at Xavier's empty bed.

     "Why didn't Xavier wake me?"

    My mind raced to Devin. "Fuck, is Devin still around?"

     I jumped out of my bed and headed to the sitting room. The couch Devin slept on was empty, he must have left.

       I checked my phone to see if he left any message before leaving but there was none. The last text was when he said goodnight and I slept off while typing.

      I turned back to the room and got inside the bathroom. It was getting late and I needed to prepare for school. I removed my pajamas and entered the bathtub. We hardly used it but I felt like it at this point.

      As I poured the body wash on my body and used my hands to trace the bubbles, flashbacks of Devin kissing me filled my head. Electricity jolted me and I could feel my hormones asking for more. I gently traced my fingers down till I reached my cunt. I touched myself and let out a soft moan. I kept touching my vulva till I found a pleasurable spot.

      "Fvck," I moaned momentarily teasing my cunt.

     I heard footsteps but couldn't stop, or didn't want to stop rather. I swallowed hard the lump that pleasure triggered in me and continued stroking myself. I imagined how it would feel if it was Devin fingering me. I felt his hardness against me when he held me tightly and kissed me. Lord knows how badly I wanted him, I couldn't stop thinking of his hands on me.

     "Emily?" Dad's voice called.

     I ignored his first call till he called again and knocked on the bathroom door. "Emily!"

    I let out a frustrated sound, I know I was running late but couldn't I at least get some pleasure?

     "Dad I'll be out soon!!!"

    "Be quick Emily, you're running late. Xavier is all dressed up."

     "I said I'm coming, Dad!"

    I let out a growl and discontent filled my body. I wasn't getting the exact euphoria I was expecting to feel. I just felt all worked up and walked out of the bathroom.

     I dried my body and quickly got dressed in a kimono top and skinny jeans. I wore a loafer shoe and grabbed my backpack. When I got to the dining, Mom and Dad were already seated. Xavier was at the extreme of the table. I took the chair beside him and dropped my bag close to my knees.

      "Hi Mom," I said smiling. "Dad."

    "Emily you woke up late."

     "I know, I just kind of overslept," I replied to her. "Can I have some of that?"

      "Sure," Mom responded and passed the bowl to me. I smiled in appreciation and mouthed a thank you. I didn't have to ask about Devin, it was obvious he already left and I missed him because I overslept.

     I looked at Xavier and he gave me that blank look. He didn't say anything and I didn't either. I just took my food and ate quietly.

     I felt his eyes on me and for a minute I wondered if he saw me touching myself. Did he hear me moan? He was looking at me suspiciously and it made me feel like he was staring because he knew something.

     When we finished having breakfast, I stood up and collected my backpack.

     "Emily," Mom called.

     I paused and looked at her. "Stay safe okay? I love you."

      I didn't want to sound surprised but she barely said it when I was leaving for school. Mom only reminds me that she loves me whenever she was on a trip away.

     I gave a quick smile. "I love you too."

      Xavier's truck kept making this crazy sound and I couldn't help but wish we caught a bus instead. We used the truck because Mom and Dad said they'd be home all day.

       I remained quiet till we got to school. As I was about to walk into the hallway Xavier called me.

      "Emily."

     "Yeah?"

    "Call me if you need anything. I'll be there to help you."

     I raised my brow in suspicion. What did he think I needed help for? Man, I just have these crazy urges and I do not need anything other than to get a good head, or probably sex.

     I ignored his offer and told him I'd see him after school. I walked to the class and sat on my seat. I looked around and Eva was the only one in class. I wondered where her girls were but focused more on the teacher who marched into the class.

     She announced the topic and started teaching. "We'll take a second look at the reproductive system."

     Fucking hell, was this a sign?

      I walked into oblivion just a few minutes into the lecture. All I thought of was how pleasurable sex could be. Lately, I've been having these urges and I just kept wondering what would happen if I eventually have sex.

       I decided to sleep during break, I spent my night seeing movies and barely caught enough sleep despite waking late.

    Devin pulled up to me and the next thing I did was whisper "fvck me."

He frowned in confusion, he wasn't sure of what I meant. I kissed him immediately and he got the signal. He looked around and when he saw there was no one around, he unfastened his belt. "Damn, you're so wet."

    I nodded and helped him take his shorts down. The moment he traced his hands to my thigh I felt another hand on me.

    "Emily?"

    "Shit."

    I opened my eyes and met Devin standing right in front of me. It was a fucking wet dream and be had no idea how much I wanted him in reality.