CHAPTER 39

Pablo

I am tetanized. She paralyzes me. I can't get a word in edgewise.

Felix: Well, I'll leave you to it.

I remain standing, unable to say a single word.

Me: Patricia, I apologize for this intrusion. I couldn't stand being away from you.

She remains standing. The expression on her face is indecipherable.

Me: Honey, all those hours away from you have been hell. I love you more than I love myself. I can't live without you anymore. My life does not have any more direction. You have deserted me and I have lost the taste for life. I can't even sleep. I miss your warmth. I tried to get used to the idea that it was really over between us. But I think I'll pass out one day. Baby, I.....(my voice breaks) I can't live without you. I just can't.

I'm going down on my knees.

Me: ...I know I've behaved very badly. I know I've put your trust in me to the test. I just want a second chance. I promise I will behave this time. I swear to you...