LETTER

OLIVIA:

I am unlucky or what? Why always this happened to me? Do I deserve happiness?

These were the only questions in my mind at that time. Leo was in the ICU because doctor said it is swear case while I was a crying mess sitting outside the ICU.

"Don't worry nothing will happen to Leo" Jessica said patting my back.

"Hmm" I hummed and again brust out in tears. "I don't know I just want Leo all fine If something happened to him I will die without him" I said with tears continually coming like a river from my eyes.

"Don't say like that he will be fine" Emily said comforting me. On which I just nodded.

Every one was tensed now sitting outside the ICU for past 5 hours but doctor didn't come. I still had my hopes up because Leo promised me to never leave.

The door of ICU opened reveling the doctor standing there with a sad expression. I put some courage on and stand in front of doctor.

"I-Is he f-fine?" I asked shattering.

"Who is Olivia?" Doctor asked

"M-Me" I said.

"He gave this letter for you" I time the letter from my shaking hands and put that in my pocket, because at that time it was the least thing I care about.

"I-Is Leo fine?" I again asked the same question hoping he will said something positive.

"Sorry we couldn't save him he had lung cancer, If he was taken here before time we could have save him. But he is no more" Doctor said making me go shock as fuck. I got back on the chair with a loud sound and cried my heart out. After some time when I was fine to talk I went inside the room where Leo's body was.

I enter and saw him looking so much pale."Why did you leave me?" I just shouted like a mad person talking to someone who is no more.

"You promised right? Then why?" I asked with my tone automatically going down. "Why?" I went in front of him and cried sitting on the floor keeping my head on his legs. Soon my friends came inside, they were also crying like me.

But with them there was some more men's. Emily came and make me stand up. I hugged her tightly and cried on her shoulder while those men's who came inside take Leo away and I cried more.

So finally my life has no mean to live than why am I breathing I should just die. I cried more on Emily's shoulder.

"He l-left m-me" This was the only thing which came out of my mouth between my sobs. "I should just die too" I said and Emily patted my back more.

"Don't say like that please" She said crying with me.

When a loved one leave you it hurts like hell. Sometimes you can't even manage the pain because its to much to handle.

Same goes with me first my parents and now Leo. I am an unlucky girl for my parents and even for Leo, I don't deserve happiness. My destiny is against me. Nothing good can happen in my life now I gave up.

Its totally true that *At the end only you are left for yourself*

"Olivia, stop crying lets go home" Emily said comforting me. I just nodded and we both went home.

After Emily dropped me home I just went in my room and took the photo frame of me and Leo from the nightstand.

I stared at it for good 10 minutes and started remembering our moments that we spent together, happily.

While thinking about the early scenes my eyes become teary and tears which were ready to fell came out one by one. So. I remembered about the letter which the doctor gave me. I took it out and started reading it sitting on the edge of bed.

The Letter

*Olivia I know this was all sudden and too much for you to take. I was feeling the same when I got to know about this the year ago. Don't feel sad or cry over a jerk like me, I just didn't deserve you. Move on from me and live your life happily without me and don't you think of doing something stupid I will be watching you from up. I know I am sounding selfish but I have a request think of it as my last wish. Remember when I told you about my patents divorce and older brother. I tried to contact dad but could not instead I met his old and close friend and got to know that dad died 2 year ago and my brother Noah live with his friends, also his friends financial condition is not good. I wanted to help him but I cant so can you please go to the other pack and help him. Its not compulsory for you to do it but if you will do then don't tell him anything about me plus treat Noah and his friends as your own brother, whatever they want to do help them. And I also want you to take care of my mother because there is no one for her else then me. She treat you as her own daughter so please you take care of her and yourself. I am telling you cry as much as you want after reading this but after this don't cry over a jerk like me. Now bye I hope you will be okay. GOOD BYE and LOVE YOU.*

"I love you too" I said after reading the letter and cried even more. "I will help you and complete your wish but don't expect me to move on because that is the thing which I can never do by my own will I want to live with our memories and wont let anyone else to enter in my heart." I mumbled between my sobs and cried even more.

I didn't know when I fall asleep while crying. I worked up and straight went to bathroom. I stand in front of mirror seeing my face which was swallowed because of crying so much and my eyes are looking so much puffy with messed up hairs and makeup which I put yesterday going on our last date.

I chuckled sadly at myself, I am totally ruined from inside but I wont show it. I am gonna be strong for Leo's wish and his mother.

I took a bath thinking about what to do next. After showering I decided that today I will sell my this apartment and go to live with Leo's mother.