Log 2 - My Life Growing Up

I had a very complicated life growing up at first everything was fine at first. I thought that me and my siblings love each other I thought that both my parents were inlove and happy as I grow up I slowly found out the truth and now that I think about, it's because of my experience with my own family that I now see the world in this negative light.

We were well off financially in my childhoood, I was the youngest of 5 children by the way, and me and my siblings grew up with everything that we could ever want, basically we were spoiled brats, what we want, we get.

but that didn't last long, everything started to deteriorate when our father died.

I was already in high school when this happened and I was devastated and it was hard to accept that I will never see my father again, the days go by I realized that our family no longer have a source of income. My eldest sister was still looking for a job and the rest of us was still in school, so all of us looked for ways to make money and save money at the same time, after a couple of months my two older brothers ended up dropping out of highschool and pursue their love in dancing. after that our second eldest got pregnant and ended up marrying early and that was that.

I managed to graduate highschool due to having a part time job and being thrifty as much as I could, endless days of walking home from school everyday, times were I only eat once or twice a day and doing other people's homework, projects and essays just to make ends meet. after a few years I was finally able to pull through. I then proceeded to work for a good 2 years before I was finally able to go to collage but one way or another I was not able to finish collage I was only there for 2 years my mom got sicked and we didn't have enough money. I ended using my collage fund so that we could have enough money to pay the hospital so since I could no longer go to school I worked instead and that my reality until now.