Russell fell silent.
As God's container spoke, the memories that he had already recalled at Flower Touch and deliberately forgotten flooded back like a rising tide.
Being directly confronted by "another self" who laid bare the hidden truth… Russell could no longer deceive himself.
He hadn't anticipated that the first thing God's container would do after he had created it was to hurt him…
—Although it wouldn't bite him, it would speak the truth to hurt him.
The words of God's container shattered the wall of hypocrisy in Russell's heart…
That was the part Russell had long thought of but deliberately ignored, pretending it didn't exist. It was the part of himself he refused to face honestly.
While Russell did have some special qualities, some talents slightly beyond mortals,
during his youth, those things only amounted to being "somewhat special."