Chapter 208

"Loyalty," Miles said, ridiculously ninja-good at walking up to private conversations unnoticed. "Arkady confessed all of this to me ages ago. He was ashamed and wanted to make it up to you by being a part of Team Jezebel."

Arkady winced. "Tell all my secrets, why don't you?"

Miles shrugged. "I told you it would only hurt more not to tell her."

There was a pause and a space where Arkady's shoulders rose, fell, and then he sighed.

"I'm sorry, Ash. It got harder and harder to confess the more time passed. I moved around too much to really have friends growing up, and I didn't want to lose you. I hoped that if I proved myself this way, my past actions could be swept under the carpet. I never thought it would go this far."

I wanted to believe him. I wanted my friend back, but I was too raw for forgiveness. I exhaled slowly, looking for items to alphabetize to calm down: Ash at the end of her rope, big fucking problem, complete shitshow, destroyed friendship...