My eyes turned wide and I felt a shiver running down on my spine. Suddenly the world around me froze and started to spin as I had no idea what was happening anymore...
Medicine to abort the unborn child...
Mila patted my shoulders and said with a concerned voice, "It's okay, Bianka. Your baby is not hurt."
I didn't realise that I was holding my belly tightly as if to protect my baby from everyone. It was on intuition that my hands reacted on their own as my tears were falling freely.
The shiver on my skin didn't left me as for the first time I realised what was an actual fear felt like.
Protecting my child from unknown enemies and knowing they could try to make a move, made me shudder from my core. Now I truly felt scared. Scared of everything, scared of everyone.
The trust and kindness I had grown for a long time had started to fall apart slowly...
Because now I knew what it meant to be a mother.