First Night

Her heart says, it is right to marry the man she loved.

Her mind says, it is not. If there are doubts.

She remembered Celestina and Miguel conversation. How could she get along with a man who came from the mortal enemy race of their clan. How could she trust the man that she knew would use her for his interest. But she loved the man despite all. Indeed she married Miguel. The ceremony has already taken place. She is at a point in life where there should be no arrears. Their first night as a couple will soon happen. Honeymoon when called for newly weds couples. She slowly pushes to open the door, she finished showering. But doesn't want to be attractive even if it's their first night together. She was wearing a pajama suit. Her husband was just listening to the music on his phone. Their eyes met unintentionally, instead she immediatey averted her eyes. She feels like she will melt.

Lowered his right knee to the bed and sat up. Prefers to be alone on the other side away from the husband. The day was so tiring that he leaned his back on the headboard and laid his head on top of it while closing her eyes.

"Is there anything wrong with us? Or is there anything you can share?" Miguel asked gently.

She was slightly surprised because Miguel was already sitting next to the bed on the side where she was sitting.

"It's not that important to talk. And not that too big either."

"I'm not good at guessing. Please tell me. So I can explain on my part."

"Nothing. I just feel bad. Maybe I'm just too tired."

Miguel could not believe what he heard. He was already in doubt believing Zaviah's sudden willingness marrying him. Still he didn't want to think there was a reason. He prefers to keep in mind that his wife loves him.

"I could not read what's on your mind, my wife. But one thing I will tell you. You are the most precious stone that I have found along the woods."

Zaviah heard this as she pretended to be asleep. Eyes closed and hugging the pillow. She hurted Miguel. But in the same way, her heart is also tearing apart too.

"I know you are awake. How can we sleep on our first night? Let's talk," he whispered softly to his wife.

He lightly kissed its main ear. Hoping her wife is open to say the reason of being cold.

"I'm gonna tell you but not now?"

"I can't stand your silence anymore. Even your coldness. I'm deafening. I might go crazy if we get together like this everyday." Hugging tightly and eagerly Miguel searched for his wife's remains.

"Please ..."

Zav tried to stop the kissing. She couldn't resist the warm kisses on her lips. Her lips parted spontaneously and responded to her husband's sweet kiss. She may lie in words but not in deed. She can deceive Miguel but not to herself. Her heart is trembling. And the husband also feels it because their bodies are already touching.

I love you so much, my wife. And I want you so bad, please. May I have you now, " he softly promised Zaviah.

He was still catching his breath as he spoke. After that long and torrid kiss Zav felt the strange feeling of joy. And she also began to feel the lust of wanting. She can't say yes and she can't push her husband either. She let it feel like she agrees.

"I love you too," Zav said with her eyes closed.

In those moments she realized she could no longer control herself. Or to set aside her feelings for man she was married to. All she wanted to feel is the warmth love first. The tight hug and the earnest kiss made her feel so thrilled.

"Oh my wife! You made me crazy these past few days," Miguel whispered.

As he heard from his wife the word I love you too his heart almost jump out of his body. He wanted to ask Zav why she was weird last days before their wedding. But not to that moment. Importantly, he is closer to his wife's body. And they're both all the way no wear. He moved so fast that his wife's pajamas fell so quickly on the floor. The moments became even more romantic when at the same time John Legend's song was chosen by the Miguel to play on his phone. Zav's grip on the bed sheet tightened. It was because of the warm naughty tongue inside her. It seemed that she was at the top of the cloud. She remained her eye closed while Miguel stares were so sticky. And she wanted to say more from his husband.

"Please be on my top."

But she could not say it. So she waited while she was at the stage of wanting. She still want to be modest

Whats going on in that beautiful mind.

I'm your magical mystery ride.

And I'm so dizzy, dont know what hit me, but I'll be alright.

My head's underwater

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind.

Zav felt relate of the lyrics of the song played. She was happy with the man chose to get married.

bCause all of me, loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Gives your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose, I'm winning

How may times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too

The world is beating you down, I'm around though every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My words distracton, my rhythm ang blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for yor

Together they reached the peak of happiness. Miguel's kiss on his neck got worse. It seems to have even brought a taste to the sensation.

"Did I make you happy and satisfied?" Miguel hugged her as it asked.

She couldn't answer right away. It's seemed so embarrassing to be real and open.

"Huuhm!" sigh and thin smile were all she could do.

"I will be more happy if you if you will say yes, "Miguel said.

"Yes," Zav replied.

At once she turned away from lying down. She was unable to admit the truth.

"Why do you seem so embarrassed to tell me the truth?" Miguel laughed softly

"What's so funny? Was it is my yes. I shouldn't have answered."

"We are now husband and wife. So nothing to be shy of."

Zav was relieved to hear. Covered the blanket up to his face. She smiled with her eyes closed. And she said goodnight to sleep. Miguel cuddled her wife so tight as they both fell asleep right away