Caroline

I was still feeling exhausted even when the doctor spoke. I just want him and everyone to leave so I can shut my eyes and go back to my teenage realm. 

It felt like I was in a trance which in fact could be seen as that. Seeing myself but in a younger version felt so like home. It felt like I could relate to that kind of person that was 'me' in a way that couldn't be explicitly explained. 

"We have called your guardian and he will be here soon," the doctor said with a broad smile before he left the room as though that was capable of making me get the hell out of the hospital bed. 

I wasn't sure why Clara was still sitting by the side of my bed staring life into my skin. There was nothing I wanted to say right now and not even her stare could make me say a word. 

I need an explanation, I need her to make me understand a lot but not right now. She did not attempt to say anything but the look in her eyes says a lot.