Life wasn't going to get normal, just the typical way of living and struggling with shit that probably wouldn't have a great result.
I was exhausted and I have used up all of the energy I had left, now, what was left of me was just a drained body with little to no assurance of getting back on my feet.
I needed my family but my wife is far gone and drifting away. I hate the fact that there was nothing I could do to help at this moment than sit in a depressing office with my face stuck with my system all day.
I rested my head against the seat headrest before raising my phone to my face to call Caroline. Hopefully, she'd pick up and we'd be able to regenerate energy from each other. She needs me as much as I need her.
Her phone rang for a while and when I was going to lower the phone from my ear thinking she wasn't going to pick up, she did.