Caroline

Caroline

There is something within me that wants to scream. There is as well something else suppressing it all down.

I could still remember the look in his eyes when he went down on his knees. Damn! I love that man. 

I curled up under the duvet in my room, sobbing and thinking back on what he had done to me. Was I meant to forgive him again? Was I being too soft and as a result being stupid? Was he taking my love for granted again? 

I squeezed my eyes shut and allowed the tears to roll down my cheeks again for the umpteenth time. 

When he went down on his knees, I wanted to pull him to my chest and hold him right like a child. I wanted to kiss him deeply till his lips gets swollen.