chapter 51. Being scared

Sofia's POV.

"Can I at least go out no?". I broke from the kiss and watch a confused expression forms on Renzo's face. Did he think we're just going to stand here and kiss all day? As much as this feels good, come on I just need to go outside there and have some time for myself and think about the mess I have gotten myself into. 

Leonardo is probably on the other end, waiting for me to accomplish his mission while on my side, I don't even know what to do anymore. I was happy that I actually got into Renzo's life with ease, and that I was going to kill him smoothly with no hesitation, even after being told that he was bad and notorious; which doesn't even seem like it.

He had been nothing, but good to me. And on the other hand, what am I planning to do, kill him! I don't even see myself doing that.

I'm slowly letting him get into me.