a series about billionaires' love story

When I heard the story of Cinderella, all I could think of was stupidity. How can a poor girl like her marry a prince when the prince has a long list of beautiful and rich princesses? Disney stories are nothing but full of bullshit. They should make a realistic story because there's no such thing as a commoner marrying a prince charming or maybe a billionaire.

ILLICIT.

I was standing in front of one of the building in the headquarters and looked up to the beautiful night sky. I put my hands in my pocket. I took a really deep breath and let it out slowly.

These days, I'm trying to adjust myself. I was trying to show that I'm okay in front of everybody when I'm not. I started on jumping back to alcohol a lot and had a hard time to sleep.

Everytime, I close my eyes.. I could picture Aria and Heinrich getting married and it was like a nightmare to me.

I'm happy for her, she's settling down for good.

But why it is so hard for me to let her go? I was confused because slowly.. I'm going back to my old self. I was lost once again.

Yesterday, I admitted to her that I regreted knowing her. I do and I will regret it until the day I die. We should have not meet in the first place, she should have meet someone else. She deserves better and I think the right person who can fill that is Heinrich.

Chapter 140