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Like a petal that's fell from a dying flower, I fell for you know it wouldn't work out anyways.



Jasmine somehow gets stuck becoming Zac Miller, the school bad-boy/golden boy's Chemistry tutor. It didn't take long for things to get messy when Jasmine's boyfriend needed to send Zac a message to stay away from his girlfriend. 
A blooming attraction between bad guy Zac and the innocently sweet Jasmine, secrets from the past, and a very jealous boyfriend - nothing about being Zac Miller's tutor was going to be easy for Jasmine.

Bloom.

I was standing at my locker, the door door open as I stared down at the vile in my hands.

I hd been in this spot so many times and I always stopped myself from making the stupid pills I had grown dependant on but right now, nothing was stopping me.

Any other time, I would keep remembering how Zac stopped smoking for me, because he knew I didn't like it but seeing him walk away from me like that yesterday and go back to the cigarettes so easily made me realize I had nothing stopping me either.

Maybe I had reasons to not take the pills but if I ignored those reasons, I could convince myself it was okay and deal with the consequences later.

I shoved the vile away before glancing over to see John frowning at me.

I stared at him blankly, feeling empty and numb at this point.

Was I overreacting or was it okay to be this way when I just love the guy I'm in love with without even knowing why I lost him?

Chapter 30