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Stop talking,
Stop moving,
Just sit down
And think about how your lies affect the people who told the truth
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I'm focusing on my anger until Victoria showed up
“Wow, what got you so mad” she laughed
Normal people will see I'm angry so that they should leave me alone, but I can see that she is not normal
“Dad” with one word said I stormed away
“Beta Jayson Cross” I shouted
I'm pissed and when I am pissed everyone runs the opposite direction of where I'm standing
Dad came into view he's trying to run away
“What did you tell Kaden?!” I asked, but I was pretty much shouting
“Ray keep calm” dad said with obvious fear in his eyes
“Keep calm you say!” that came out more harsh than I expected it to. Dad even flinched
“Okay Dad, I'm mad – angry – outraged. So, I'm going to leave this topic and go away before I explode. I'll speak to you about this later” I dismissed
I was planning to go to the gym, but I bumped into Victoria
“What do you want, Vicky”
“I see you're stressed” she started her speech I'm sure it's about her punishment
“Spit it” like really her useless speeches are too long for my liking
“As you know we are going to the full moon pack tomorrow” Victoria said
Oh damn, I forgot all about that
“I just want to know if you're coming?”
“Of course, I'm going to be there”
“Are you certain?” she questioned
I know why she is asking. She is asking because people don't know me. I hide my appearance from the world, All they know is that the blood moon pack's head warrior is the damn best
“It's time they find out, I'm female” I said with pride
I mean the other packs just assumed that I'm a male, like WTF
“So we have to go shopping!!” she literally shouted
“Hell Nah, I'm just going to wear a Jean and my favorite black top” I spat
I really hate shopping
“No Raven, that's not how these events work. You have to dress formal, not casual. Plus you have to make a nice first impression” She fucking rolled her eyes at ME
“ 1. Don't do that, and 2. I will dress formal, but I am not wearing a fucking skirt” She knew what I meant when I said 'Don't do that'
“Ok, but will you go shopping with me?” Her punishment is still on, so she needs permission from me to go shopping
“Yeah”
She squealed
I'm already regretting this
×××3 hours later×××
I'm so tired, we got to the mall at 7:30, and it's 10:35 now
Everything I wanna were is in my shopping bag, but Victoria is fussing over 2 pairs of high heels
“Vicky, just choose one” I complained
“Raven, It takes time to choose the perfect shoes”
Psst… She calls those shoes, my shoes are more classified as shoes but those “Shoes” are as high as table mountain
“Just take both if you can't select” I suggested
“Oh yeah” she took both
“Then if that's all let's go” I really want to leave
“Yes okay” with that we went to the payment till.....
Home sweet home
Victoria has 4 shopping bags
I only have 2, and I'm not complaining
We went our separate ways
I dropped my shopping bags on my bedroom floor and checked the time
It's 11:36
Damn, Vicky does not know how to shop.
I mean, who shops for an entire hour, Me
Who shops for 3 hours, VICTORIA
I feel sorry for her friends
After I checked the time, I went and showered. I changed into my favorite tracksuit
Tommy Hilfiger
In about 40 minutes I'll have to go train my Warriors, we usually train at 7 a.m.
But I gave them extra time, like they deserve it. We are the number one pack in the whole United States, and it's all thanks to my Warriors, but I also give myself some credit, I mean I trained them.
I made my way to the center
I was met with my Warriors, they look ready for the hell that's going to unfold
Haha
“Morning!” I shouted to make sure everyone hears me
Yeah sure, they are werewolves, so they will hear me even if I whisper but just to add extra authority to my voice
well, I am practically booming with authority because of my royal vampire blood, my alpha blood and don't forget my beta blood
I'm powerful
They nodded I forgot to tell you my Warriors don't speak
Their actions speak for them
If you want to be the best, act like the best, don't speak like the best. Just be the best
Carlo-my second in command came up to me,
“What do you want for today's training?” He asked
“Today I'm going to sit it out but Carlo, you're in charge and don't forget to bring hell down on them” I instructed
He nodded with a smile
“Alright… Raven just said I will be training you guys today, and we will start with 3 laps around the field.” He shouted
Only 3 laps, it is usually 6 laps for starters, but I understand what he is doing
He is letting them save their energy and Boom he will let he'll unfold
×××××× 14:25 p.m.
Some of my Warriors died within the hours of training
Carlo surly brought hell down.
Just kidding
My Warriors all survived, but they sure look tired
I stood up and everyone's eyes were on me
“Good job, there will be lunch for all of you in the dinning room” I announced
And I could feel their wolves booming with pride
I'm a little happy that they are happy
I said I'm a little happy
A little bit
I didn't train today, but I will train early Tomorrow morning, I don't give a fuck if I am late for Lucas's ceremony
I'm still going to shower because someone special always told me
'If you want to do something do it right'
After my shower I headed to the dinning hall and found all Warriors except the one's on border petrol
Ever since I came back I could see that Carlo has a crush on me, but I have been meaning to tell him that I don't do crushes
I'm sure you're wondering when did I ever leave
allow me to explain
On my 16th birthday I ran away to become a Rogue
I'm not that foolish to leave my home to become a Rogue, I became a Rogue with a plan
I was picked up by the previous King to be his right-hand assassin
At the age of 12 I started to train and became the top warrior at 13, so I knew how to fight
When I became his right hand, I learned many things and I accomplished my goal
1. He abuses his son because he is scared that his son will grow up and take over
2. Andrew (The Rogue King's son) and I became friends
3. I helped Andrew kill his father, He was an asshole anyway
My goal was to become friends with the Rogue king, but Andrew's father had no interest in 'Friends'
I studied him and figured out he kills all his 'friends' that are close enough to know his weaknesses
So he was out of my plan then that's when Andrew came into my plan
Flash back
“Raven, I don't think my dad will drink anything given to him from a killer”
“Andrew …he will from a killer who kills for him” I snort out
"I'm simply going to poison his drink then the drink will only make him sick for 30 minutes in those 30 minutes … I will get your bloody father dead
End of flash back
I made Andrew the Rogue king and Andrew is my friend
So mission accomplished
I came back home on my 17th birthday, exactly one year later
My dad was scared as hell, he even blamed himself for my departure
It was part of his fault, but everything was my plan
When I came back my father's mood was messed up and I don't blame him
From Pissed - disappointed – apologetic - to scolding
If Victoria, Leo or Kaden run away I would freak out
Anyway I will have to ask Carlo to back off but in a nice way
My excuse will be “I'm waiting for my mate”, he would be labelled a fool if he believed that big lie
“Raven don't just stand there” Victoria said making me snap out of my thoughts
I joined in, I sat next to Kaden and on my left side was my father
The head of the table was Alpha Tom and the rest of the seats were pack members
I almost forgot Leo and Victoria who are sitting in the Alpha and Luna seats
I have a feeling that this is our last normal dinner together….