I heard she is back

Alpha!

I have gotten used to the gasps and surprised expressions of my pack members anytime they run into me within the pack.

I have lost an incredible amount of weight since my last run in with Lee.

Walking into my office, I try to seat but tiredness makes me drop quicker into my chair than I expected..

Alpha here are the files you requested for

My beta Maxwell, comes over with them and drops them on my table, then I wave him off.

He makes move as if to leave and hesitates a bit before turning to face me.

Alpha, I know it is not my place to poke my nose in your private affairs. But Your well being is the well being of the pack.

Squaring his shoulder as if he was getting ready to say something important.

I know you have found your mate and I can understand why you haven't marked her yet. ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’•๐’† . But dragging this matter could prove fatal to your wolf.

Either you mark her ๐’€๐’†๐’” or you reject her ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’๐’'๐’• ๐’…๐’‚๐’“๐’†

Being without her is making you suffer and I have taken it upon myself to investigate her whereabouts. News has it she is back in the country from her training course at Switck.

With that being said I take my leave.

Sitting alone in my office. I stare at the plain white ceiling.

๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’†๐’“๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’† ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’Ž๐’†!

So, you finally decided to speak with me. I thought you were giving me the cold shoulder.

Since, I last saw Lee. Julius has been making me throw up everything I ate. This was his way of rebelling against me to get what he wants. Asides the deer he hunted and ate raw, he hasn't let me keep anything down. And he knows how I hate eating anything raw.

The lack of food had left me of little to no use in the hunting of Lee. Talking about capturing Lee. I could barely drag myself out of bed this morning.

Last week, he upped the ante by not communicating with me no matter how I tried.

Julius.. I told you..

๐‘ฐ๐‘ญ ๐’€๐‘ถ๐‘ผ ๐‘ซ๐‘ถ ๐‘ต๐‘ถ๐‘ป ๐‘ณ๐‘ฐ๐‘บ๐‘ป๐‘ฌ๐‘ต ๐‘ป๐‘ถ ๐‘ด๐‘ฌ, ๐‘ฐ ๐‘พ๐‘ฐ๐‘ณ๐‘ณ ๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ฒ๐‘ฌ ๐‘บ๐‘ผ๐‘น๐‘ฌ ๐‘พ๐‘ฌ ๐‘บ๐‘ป๐‘จ๐‘น๐‘ฝ๐‘ฌ ๐‘ป๐‘ถ ๐‘ซ๐‘ฌ๐‘จ๐‘ป๐‘ฏ! ๐‘ฑ๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐’…๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’Ž๐’†

I shut up

I have never lost total control over my wolf until now.

One minute I am sitting in my chair the next, I am out my window, running through the woods in my wolf form.