chapter 5

I keep looking myself inside the mirror in my room when Daniel knock. before I could open the door I took his money from where I keep it to give it to him, once I open the door;he force himself inside with his friends before I could give the money to him, telling me that they are here to confirm if truthly I make love with you, I didn't know what to say anymore, and his mother is not at home at the moment, if I shout know one would hear my voice, all I could do is kneel down and asking them to free me but they don't agree with me. before I could hold the door knob they drag me on the bed and hold my hand and leg. Daniel lay on me as if he is interest in doing it in the first place, after having sex with me.. I think they would free me but know, his two friends also have sex with me until I fainted.

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I open my eyes but my sight is yet to clear, I started standing up to grab myself together.but I couldn't standup until someone hold my hand and said that I can't stand up yet. that is when my sight clear to see my self in the Hospital again.

I was short of words, that is when I started to remember what happened but I don't know how I end up in the hospital

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Are you okay now the nurse asked me and I said yes.

the woman that is seating Next to my bed asked the the nurse that can we go home now, and she said yes once we have paid our bill, and the woman said okay. that means we can go home. the thought of home make me realize that the woman have not asked me any questions and I don't even bother to asked her where she meet me..

all I could remember is that they are raping me.

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well welcome to my humble home and let talk about what happened to you that make you lay down on the flow when it is raining tomorrow, but now you have to clean up and eat, that is the first word she said to me when we enter her house and I said okay ma afterwords.

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I rest my back on a comfortable bed after having lunch prepare by the maid in the house. I feel so comfortable on the bed making me to forget my past at the moment but which I can't.

I wish this would be my home but the thought if going home tomorrow pain me the most, but I have concluded that I would explain what happened to Mummy Hannah once I get home everything that happened..

because if I don't it would continue and I wouldn't want that..

now my virginity is gone, no more proud of my self again. that is when tiers filled my eyes when I remember how my dad used to pamper me inside the letter he used to send..

I could feel how much he care for me when I read the letter, but it used to pain me that my father don't know how much have grow talkless of how I look because anytime she reply my father's letter she would put Hannah pictures not mine....

Hmmmm Mummy Hannah