answered cheerily, they chatted of familiar things. But, ere
long, I felt myself getting pale and wished them gone. My
head ached, and I fancied a ringing in my ears: but still they
sat and still chatted. The ringing became more distinct:—it
continued and became more distinct: I talked more freely to
get rid of the feeling: but it continued and gained
definitiveness—until, at length, I found that the noise was
not within my ears.
No doubt I now grew very pale;—but I talked more
fluently, and with a heightened voice. Yet the sound
increased—and what could I do? It was a low, dull, quick
sound—much such a sound as a watch makes when
enveloped in cotton. I gasped for breath—and yet the officers
heard it not. I talked more quickly—more vehemently; but
the noise steadily increased. I arose and argued about trifles,
in a high key and with violent gesticulations, but the noise
steadily increased. Why would they not be gone? I paced the
floor to and fro with heavy strides, as if excited to fury by
the observation of the men—but the noise steadily increased.
Oh God! what could I do? I foamed—I raved—I swore! I
swung the chair upon which I had been sitting, and grated it
upon the boards, but the noise arose over all and continually
increased. It grew louder—louder—louder! And still the
men chatted pleasantly, and smiled. Was it possible they
heard not? Almighty God!—no, no! They heard!—they
suspected!—they knew!—they were making a mockery of
my horror!—this I thought, and this I think. But any thing
was better than this agony! Any thing was more tolerable
than this derision! I could bear those hypocritical smiles no
longer! I felt that I must scream or die!—and now—again!—
hark! louder! louder! louder! louder!—
"Villains!" I shrieked, "dissemble no more! I admit the
deed!—tear up the planks!—here, here!—it is the beating of
his hideous heart!"