Repent and seek God. .

During pandemic i was very tired of my life like it was always still the same and nothing's new. Then i prayed to God that time and asked Him, "My God, where am i gonna go?" then i saw a message appeared in my phone and i have read, "Be Born Again and look for a group of people who have a big faith in me. I will prepare the way." My eyes got big again wow for that instant answer. I tell God "Lord i hope someone will rescue me here and guide me." Then a few days after, my friend Jenerie visited me and i was shocked because she was a Roman Catholic before but then she is now newly converted to Born Again Christian. She told me that she would share to me and read me about the life of Jesus. I was starring at her and just listening. She passed me a Holy Bible app for me to read it but i told her that i am already reading it for a long time. We went upstairs then she prayed and sing praises to God inside my room. She was really different and i was really amazed on what's happening. After she sang three Christian songs on my phone, my rosary dropped and the crucified Jesus too. It was broken and she asked me, "Ivie, you're still using that?" I replied, "Yes, why Jenerie?" She said to me then that i should stop it because demons can possess in that things. I felt there were evil inside our house who doesn't want me to be convinced. Jenerie left and when she got home she was possesed and her eyes turned all black and no more strength. Her family prayed over her and i was really worried about what she told me. I am glad she got well and i asked God again, "My God, what happened to Jenerie?" Then there was a reply again appeared in my phone, "My child, her new spirit was weakened because a bad spirit in your house was fighting against her and it was strong." After what God responded, i had taken more courage to follow what God wants me to do and where am i gotta go. So i seek God! I repented of my sins and cried a lot. I told Him i will find a Born Again Christian group but i am only delaying it for many weeks until something happened.

It was a rainy afternoon and there were such great thunders. My mother sell viands and i am the one to hand it over in other places. I cried because i don't have a choice. I'm so afraid and upset in that situation. After i sold the viands i took a bathe and i continued to cry in my room. I opened my FB then a message appeared again, "You're just making it rough. When are you going to find a church? You're always saying tomorrow or later! What if this is your last day? What if tomorrow will not come?" I asked God for forgiveness again and that was the time i made a final decision to left everything! I left my mother and our business. She was sick that time and she asked me to buy a medicine. She didn't know i will Ieft the house and will not come back again. I didn't care what would happen to me. It was a very hard decision. I told myself that it is impossible for me to change but i saw a message appeared again, "For me nothing is impossible! My child i know you are confused and that you only thought for your family. You're just afraid in the future but why can you just try?" That was the time i truly searched for a Born Again Christian but in my heart i am not meant for that places. The first was near to our location but it rained so much so i go back. Second, it was like they were rich people because i saw many cars outside and they got a big building too. I heared many kids like they were having a class. I don't want to disturb them so i didn't also pursue. Lastly, i went to Naga Cebu and it was my favorite place. I decided to go there because it was near a baywalk. I said, "My God, can i rest with you? Wow Lord the air, the sea, the clouds you made it amazing!" I stared on His creation for awhile and it made me happy and at peace. I smiled looking at beautiful views but i cried a tear. I opened my facebook and a message in a post appeared again, "Walk and i will prepare the way. You will thank me for what will happen to you this noon." After i read that message i went to Metro to buy some food for my lunch. I decided to go back home and waiting for a jeepney. I was pity for my mother but i saw a message again, "Be True to God!" Then my phone turned off so i run back again and didn't go home. 😅 I walk and walk and walk until i saw a sign, "Victory Christian" My heart beats fast and my eyes got so alive! I felt there was really something different! I go inside and asked for a girl named Era. She led me to their pastor named Pastor Ian. We talked for a long time and she asked so much about how i got there, about my life, my family and more. I also shared to him about my dreams and visions. I open up to him everything and i cried so much because he understands me. Not like other people and my own family. I can feel and see the pastor's charisma was holiness. I can see in his bright eyes the goodness inside out. He prayed and layed his hands over me and made me repent and accept Jesus as my Lord and personal Saviour. I followed all the prayer and it feels light and great. After we talked he convinced me to just go back home because my family must be worried about me. So i decided to go home for good. When i ride on a jeepney i have read the sticker note, "JESUS SAVES" then i smiled happily. It only takes a day to find what's lacking in my life and the answer was only JESUS CHRIST. 🙏➕🙏