chapter 16

We must have left after I passed out, because I opened my eyes to find myself in appas sadle with a blanket, or something wrapped around me. I was facing way from everyone, which is good because I really dont want to talk about everything that happened.

"I still cant believe she killed everyone, even her sister"

"Sokka we have been talking about this since we left, can we drop it" toph exclaimed rather annoyed.

"you didn't see what she did"

"Well no shit dumbass, I'm blind remember" she yelled at him.

"Shhhhh, shes still sleeping" sounded like suki whispering. There was a long pause before anyone talked again.

"You didn't feel her emotions going all over the place as she did that, you didn't feel the pain and disgust with herself like I did, its obvious that she didn't want to do any of that"

"Guys, can yous just stop, im really sick of listening to this" aang yelled at them, trying not to be too loud.

"Doesn't it bother y-"

"Of course what she did bothers me sokka, incase you forgot, she flung me into a cliffside. Although I doubt she meant to use that much force, and no I dont know why I kissed her after that, so just fucking stop" he yelled and there was another long pause.

"I'm sorry sokka, just please stop. There has just been alot of stuff going on and I need a breather" aang apologized in a softer tone.

"Its ok buddy, I keep forgetting that kataras not here to put us back in place, I'm sorry man" it fell silent again as sokka sighed.

"I never thought she would do that. I mean, kataras my sister, I would know if she was like that, right. I just, it was supposed to be her and aang forever. I just... I cant believe she would do something like that" I could feel the sorrow coming from aang, and I know he was crying. Toph sighed.

"I knew... I told her she should stop.... I told her that she had to tell aang... I would have said something, but... it didn't feel right for me to... I dont know... I'm really sorry aang.... I know how much you love her"

"Loved" aang was quick to correct her.

"I loved her. I love y/n now. I know she knows I do, and I know she loves me too. I just... i dont know why she said i didn't"

"Are you sure you love her aang" suki was quick to cut in.

"Yes, of course, why would you even ask me that" suki sighed.

"I feel like, I dont know, maybe she feels like you love her as in, the avatar loves the Oracle. Didn't yous say somthing like that back at her house, something like it's suposed to be like that. Maybe she wants aang to love y/n, not the Oracle"

"That doesn't even make any sense" aang yelled, I could feel him walk around inside the saddle.

"She's right aang. When I was younger I didnt want friends, cuz the ones that I got were only friends with me for pity, cuz I'm blind. Or they just wanted to be my friend cuz I was a beifong and it was in their best interest. Then you guys came, I thought yous were going to be like that too. I quickly realized that yous wanted me as a friend because of me, that all of you love me for me and nothing else. I bet she thinks you just love her cuz she's the Oricale, after all, she proved you didnt even know what her favorite color was, and that's a small thing"

"You two talk as if you're her, you dont know how she truly feels" aang seemed to mumble.

"You want to be like that twinkle toes, fine. Ask her yourself, shes been awake listening to us for a while now" toph yelled as she nudged my butt with her foot. Thankfully I was completely covered or I would have had a vision, and that would be awkward considering she can't see. I rubbed my butt and moved around to sit up.

"You didn't have to call me out like that, damn" I chuckled a little to myself.

"You didnt have to kill those people, we could have found a different solution together" aang said as he plopped down infront of me. My eyes went wide and I looked to the side, I didn't think we were going to jump back to this.

"If you don't believe me, go ask the spirits that told me I had to do it." I turned to face him, hardening my exspretion.

"Your the bridge guy. I just do what they tell me to" he looked at me with a sad face and looked down. Then his face turned to one of frustration as he looked back up to me.

"What did you mean when you said I dont love you" i sighed.

"Well, suki and toph summed it up nicely. But since you need to hear it from me. You dont love me, you love the Oricale, I want you to love y/n. Fall for my personality, fall for my heart, fall for my humor, fall for my smile, fall for my laugh. Dont love me because I'm the Oricale, don't love me because our spirits pull to eachother. Just, love me for me anng, because right now, you're not doing that" he looked down in thought. Then he stood up and walked to the back of the saddle, sat down, and started to meditate. His arrows started to glow, signaling that he went to the spirit world.

"So y/n, how did you know I was pregnant" I gasped.

"That reminds me, suki, is your baby ok" she nodded, smiling at my worried outburst as she rubbed her belly.

"Ya, they're ok" I nodded.

"Sokkas the dad right"

"Hell ya I am" suki laughed at sokka.

"Like I said, i saw it. I know alot about all of you too. Just like i know alot about aang. Like i said i came from another world because i was lost, so i dont really know as much about the avatar and Oracle like aang does. I dont know alot about the land in this world eather like I should. But that will come in time, I guess" I looked off back to aang.

"I like you better when your being yourself and not the Oricale" toph said using air quotes for Oracle, that made me chuckle.

"You could tell that easily hu" she smiled at me and leaned forward.

"Well let's get to know you, y/n not this Oracle shit. I'm tired of listening to it"

"And you dont think I am, fuck" we all laughed as I pushed my hair out of my face with a smile.