14. disappointed

She looked with blanked eyes at the car window. Her feelings are not okay, She had been silent since getting into the car, harboring deep disappointment in her heart.

Abra glanced at Sari from the small mirror in front of him, he knew that she was not okay, but he tried to keep his attitude.

'It seems she's upset,' Abra muttered, he was worried that his sweet girl wasn't as usual, even though she was quiet but it could be distinguished at this time whether she looked upset or not.

"Hi Sari," said a man in his neat clothes.

Sari was the first to get out of the car and approached the man who called her earlier, "hey yud," She smiled at him.

She looks familiar with the man, she is involved in a chat that creates laughter between them. She was just silent earlier and now cheerful. Their intimacy can still be seen by Abra behind the black glass of the car.

Ting.. 'tomorrow we will meet,' the short message was glanced at by her.

a man in a white t-shirt and knee-length pants, casually waiting for her at the edge of the park, She immediately approached him. But she didn't greet him at all.

"Why are you silent," Abra started the conversation.

she was still silent, not wanting more people in this park to see them, he took her by the hand towards his car.

"Why are you, are you upset?" Ask him again.

"According to you?" Answer her briefly.

"Ehem.. if you sneeze like that, the sweetness will decrease from your face, you know," Abra teased her again.

"Do not care."

"Ehem.. you're ugly if you smile like that, don't you?" He pinched her cheeks.

"Iihh.. what are you doing, let your hand go.. it hurts to me, you know," said her spoiled.

"Yes, you've been sullen all the time," said Abra.

"Which girl isn't upset, if her lover is making out with her close friend," Sari annoyed.

Abra gasped, so Ica told the incident yesterday at the swimming pool to her. He immediately explained to her what had happened, and she believed him.

"You.. don't make me disappointed again," said Sari, leaning her head on Abra's shoulder.

"Yeah, I promise, I won't disappoint you again," Abra gently stroked her head.

They were already staring at each other, since nobody knew when they started. The two of them had been engrossed in making out in Abra's car, She even forgot her regrets and didn't remember her mother's message at all.

Sari can't resist the temptation that Abra launches when she's with him, she willingly gives her all to the man she thinks is her true love.

fortunately Abra's car was parked in a deserted field and away from the crowd, without fear and anxiety they repeated the sin they had committed a month ago.

this is stupidity in the name of sincerity of love, proof of love, they are swallowed up by the devil's seduction which leads to the enjoyment of the world for a moment, but not for those who are ruled by lust, do anything to satisfy their lust.

"You do not regret giving this to me," Abra asked as she put on her t-shirt.

Sari shook her head and smiled, it was undeniable that she wanted Abra so there wasn't the slightest bit of coercion and regret in her heart.

"You drink it, yes, every time after we make out like before," Abra handed her a small white object.

Sari took it, and read the writing on the side of the flat box, 'contraception pills' written on the main line.

*In the village*

Prak! Glass breaking sound.

the glass fell from her withered and wrinkled hand, she picked up the broken glass, for some reason she remembered her daughter who was far away,

'Sari.. I hope you are fine,' the clear water droplets flowed down her dry and blackened face in several parts.

"Ms.. Ms ida," someone called at the door.

She immediately wiped the salty water that was running down her cheeks, she immediately walked towards the voice that called out to her.

"Uh yes, Sus Ani, come in Sus."

"Wow, new tv, ma'am?" Ani asked, glancing at the large flat black television that stood on the table in her living room.

Sari's mom smiled, she felt proud of Sari's hard work that little by little she was able to fill her house with new things.

"Luckily, Sari is already working so she can send money every month."

"Yes, Sari is indeed a good child, she always gives half her salary to me, sometimes even more," Sari's mom praised her daughter's kindness.

"But she's in a boarding town, isn't she must be careful sis, I like to watch those raids on boarding houses in cities, sometimes they keep men in their boarding house," Ms Ida spoke with her mouth twisting.

"My daughter can't be like that, because she lives in a dormitory with other employees." Sari's mom answered firmly.

"Oh.. that's good, Sus, nowadays there are a lot of girls who get pregnant first due to wandering away from their parents."

"I'm sure Sari is not like them, she is a shy child and rarely goes out unless there is a need," Sari's mom assured herself.

"Yes, Sus, hopefully Sari will find a rich person's mate later, so you can move out of this small house," said Ms Ani, a little dismissively.

Sari's mom just smiled, she didn't want to serve her neighbors too much who was a gossiper and a hobby of gossiping in the village.

"Oh yes, Sus Ani, what do you need here?" Ask Sari's Mom.

Her neighbor looked confused when she heard the question, because she really didn't have a need, she was just curious about the new TV in Sari's house, and it turned out that Sari's mom's TV was actually wider than hers.

She immediately stood up, "Oh that.. I just finished from Sus's next door neighbor, just stop by, I haven't seen Sus in a long time," the woman who has more body parts immediately left Sari's mom.

'Hmm, if her hobby is interfering with people's lives all the time, it won't change,' Sari's mom hissed, looking cynically at her neighbor who was walking slinky.

The faithful woman with her black head covering rushed to the kitchen to clean up the glass that was scattered on the floor earlier.

there was a feeling of sadness tucked in her heart, but she immediately brushed it off, yes, just thinking about what Ms Ani said, her neighbor who often underestimates Sari's work and income in the city, that's why she always looks for loopholes to disturb the tranquility of Sari's mom, whose life is not as difficult as that first again.

'Sari, I have high hopes for you, I'm sure you're not like the other girls, I'm also sure that you will make me proud, so that I won't be underestimated in this village, I hope you won't disappoint me,' demanded Sari's Mom in her heart imagined the face of her daughter who haven't seen her in several months.