CHAPTER 49: His Painful State

GABRIEL’s P.O.V.

I thought that moving on will be as easy as I promised her before she died. But it is not. It was just a deadly fraud that I have to get on pretending after her death. It’s been days, weeks, and months, yet I haven’t moved on. Three months to be exact. I don’t know how time flies that fast during these moments. All I know is that, I can’t start living without her presence. Just the thought of she being gone forever in this world makes me feel like dying as well. I can’t stand that thought, nor will I ever be able to. It hurts, and the pain is unbearable. I guess this is the feeling of just existing, not living. It wasn’t even in the bare minimum.