Rivaille,
I don't know if writing you a letter is the best way to say things or I don't even know when you'll read it and if anything, but it's probably what I do best right now. It's been years but it's never really been for real. Maybe you wake up one day and find yourself older, but for some things time never seems to pass.
We all have unfinished business that sometimes still tugs at our heartstrings, hurting us a little. And you are my... You are my unfinished business that I will never solve; the one that at night, when I can't sleep, will forever keep me company. You are that beautiful dream that when you wake up you just can't remember, but leaves you happy all day long, just like that, for no reason. And you will be that for me: you will be my 'for no reason' that will suddenly light up the darkness that clouds my soul.