The Talk

(TW/To Warn: Talks of Suicide & S/H Attempts)

We both got up and left the living room and as I turned left into Kacchan's room, Kacchan said "We need to talk Izuku..". I looking into his eyes and i came across a panic attack. "W-What w-why?!" I yelled.

"Shush~ It's important, about the tattoo on your wrist." he said looking in my eyes and grabbing my wrists. "Please I can't tell you about this Kacchan.." I said as tears formed into my eyes and I sobbed loudly. He pulled me into his arms and I continued sobbing loudly.

"Izuku, It's alright to talk to me.." he said softly. I took a deep breath and began. "Well.. It started back then when you hated me a lot. I still remember the day you told me to take a jump off the rooftop and die. I didn't try to that, and instead i tried hanging myself, and obivously my mother didn't care at all."

I took an another shallow breath. I looked into his face and he was shocked. Tears formed into my eyes, and I continued once again. "I wasn't able because I wasn't ready to leave the world behind." I said. "Then I began scarring my arms legs and abdomen repeatedly till I once became bloodless and I was admitted straight to the hospital"

"After that, I didn't bother trying because they said they'd send me straight to a mental hospital." I said breaking down completely. He pulled me into his arms and I let out my emotions.

"It's ok Izuku" he said. "Mistakes get made alright?"

I hugged him tightly and silently thanked god to have someone so kind and caring to take care of me. "I've felt that way before Izuku. Instead of what you felt, I felt like i was worthless with my quirk." He said squeezing my side assuringly. I smiled and we both laughed as I wiped up my tears.

We headed back into the living room chatting away and I told him that the semicolon tattoo was a symbol for struggles of S/H and Suicide attempts. I decided to show him the marks I recived from the attempt of hanging and my scars from the attempt of making myself bloodless. He told me never to do this again. And I knew I would never ever do it again.