I have you... You're right.
Hyejin had Eunji between her legs and she affectionately ran the fingers of her hand through the strands of her girlfriend's hair using quickly drying the wet strands.
After their moment in the bathroom, they finished cleaning up and quickly left to finally go to dinner.
The scented presence and warm air were gentle and pleasant.
Eunji enjoyed the affectionate touch as she read some information received by her secretary, she didn't have any problem with what Hyejin could or could not see, she knew in her heart that her girlfriend was not a threat to her plans.
She fingered the screen as she read one or two reports, filled with numbers and statistics.
She sighed a little bored, well... She was bored, but the company was really in trouble.
Accepting the presidency of that company that was on the verge of bankruptcy was almost a suicidal operation, there were no signs of much success and some only awaited its precipitous fall.
Either way, she couldn't afford to let go of the company she just took over, work hard and persist.
But she didn't mind asking Junseo to reschedule all her morning appointments to another time, it was very obvious that she could postpone her morning at work to a beautiful morning soaked in sheets and a warm hug.
She had something much more important to do than work: sleep with Hyejin, work hard and persist to please her girlfriend, she thought.
The sound of the dryer was loud, it wasn't really comfortable to talk with that noise, but Eunji had some curiosity and doubts in her heart.
She put down her cell phone no longer bothering to read anything involving the company, she wanted to know more about the woman next to her.
Hyejin was a beautiful book that she wanted to open and decipher. "Why did you start doing this?"
Young Kim was careful not to talk too much, the walls could have ears and mouths.
More than two, three or maybe four.
You'll know who could be behind those walls.
It was too obvious, keep quiet and avoid trouble.
Hyejin turned off the dryer and kept touching the hair strands looking for anywhere that wasn't dry yet, of course... She had heard perfectly, especially the intonation in the 'it', it was obvious that the young businesswoman was referring to the small detail of Jeon working as an assassin.
She came closer to smell the sweet scent of shampoo, her hair was scented and dry.
She seemed satisfied with her work, they could finally go to eat.
She brushed back a few strands and placed a soft kiss on the exposed skin of her neck.
"My mother was very sick, I spent a good part of my school life wandering around in hospitals and at some point I thought that by doing this I could help her... She died before I could..."
Eunji seemed to feel some sort of guilt in her heart, she didn't want her girlfriend to recall sad memories, it definitely didn't seem like a good way to end a night of reconciliation with tears and sadness.
That wasn't the plan she had for that night.
Jeon just smiled, she remembered very vaguely from that time... Everything was in a huge blur, she couldn't even clearly imagine her mother's face, maybe this was a brief warning that she should think more about those who weren't there. more gifts with her.
Well, would that really make a difference? The deliverance of all your sins?
She liked thinking better of her smiling aunt who worked with her uncle every night.
Hyejin lived every day without looking back, one day after another, live well and be proud of those who stayed.
There were many dilemmas in her heart, after all she killed people... But she somehow tried to be a source of pride.
Would it be possible?
The process of not caring so much about the past was simply not being able to value death or the memory of those who had left, after all... Life was so fleeting and weak, it could fade away like dust.
Hyejin herself has taken countless lives with her own hands.
Well, it seemed logical not to think about her mother too often, the woman had died so long ago.
Should she really hold on to the past?
It's not like this is going to make your mother rise from the ashes.
The past was already something so distant that she wouldn't even know how to say her thoughts at the time, she just innocently thought that she had good reasons to kill people.
Well, if a person disappears and no one finds out... Wouldn't it be the same if they never did? In your mind it should be something like this.
It was so natural it was bizarre to think about and the first kill led to the second and so on.
At one point she had already lost count, maybe 100 or maybe 1000 deaths, who knows.
She found herself in a situation where she didn't know why she kept doing it.
She just did it, simply and methodically, she even found fun as if she were going out hunting every day and of course the money came and piled up.
Hyejin rested her chin on the crook of Eunji's neck and hugged her, they seemed to fit together perfectly.
"Don't think too much, I don't remember much of that time..."
She noticed Kim's brief anguish and it was really cute, but she wasn't sensitive to what had been going on for so long.
Eunji touched the arms around her and tightened the grip between them.
She smiled shyly trying to imagine Hyejin in schoolgirl outfit... But it was really curious, what would Hyejin's mother look like?! She would like to someday know more about her.
The shy curiosity to know more and more, understand every detail and explore every single point about Hyejin. Eunji really wanted this.
Well, someday, not today and maybe not tomorrow, but definitely someday she'll know.
"I wonder how you got into this world."
Hyejin kissed Eunji on the cheek, she could feel her stomach growling with hunger. But how could she just not feel funny about those memories?!
"I consider real arcades to be underworld, you can't imagine the kind of things people talk about while venting their frustrations by pushing half a dozen buttons."
Eunji smiled, finally turning around and facing the beautiful pair of eyes that kept fixed on her.
"Were you taking your frustrations out on half a dozen buttons?"
Hyejin kissed the lips in front of her.
Yes, but she preferred to take it out by kissing those lips. Sweet.
"Yes, I even beat the machine's record and was undefeated for a long time... I was just a girl who didn't want to go from school to the hospital and spent good hours spending her few coins on this kind of fun."
Well, Hyejin just overheard one lost conversation among so many others and decided to interfere.
'What if I killed him?'
'I can kill him for you, just pay me well and I will.'
A simple and direct dialogue, she was paid in cash and would never be discussed again.
That person never appeared on the news or on missing persons billboards...she disappeared like dust.
The mastermind of the crime? He became a politician and was loved for giving charity.
Life was indeed a place full of irony.
Eunji felt drunk with every kiss, how could they get out of that bed if they continued with such good kisses?! Sighing in her heart, Hyejin lost any shyness when she was kissing her body.
"Y-You regret it?"
Hyejin didn't interrupt the kisses, she spoke in between... A kiss... A sentence.
She had no time to waste on melancholy.
"I have no regrets... I can offer a good life for my family, I have an uncle and aunt and they have me... We are fine."
"Now you have me."
Eunji put her fingers between Hyejin's strands, holding her tight.
How could they have any semblance of reason when they were so excited?!
She could feel her hot breath hitting her face and a beautiful smile forming on Hyejin's face.
Yeah, how could she leave her girlfriend out?! Now she had Eunji.
"I have you... You're right."