Love Karma

She was mad as hell earlier but when I kissed her on the mouth she stopped and hungrily kissed me back, Is Lei on drugs or is it the time of the month that she's all grumpy and cold then hot and sexy at the same time, all of a sudden. F*ck me like the many girls you have sex with!, Lei added aggressively biting my lip, which made me feel anxious and angry. Yeah, you want me to f*ck you like them, okay, and more! Because however you try to be like them, you are not, You are my Leila and I love you. I don't want you to be like them. I love you for you. I get carried away or tempted but my heart belongs to you. I want and need you. I am scared of commitment and like I want to run away when I see you or when you want to be intimate with me. But I am fine now. I know what I want and my heart wants you!

F*ck you, Lei said in return. She doesn't believe me so I made her believe that I do love and want her. I just hold my feelings back because I don't want to be hurt again. I gave it all and let Leila feel how much I love her. F*ck me, yup, I will f*ck you and you will regret this day that you cursed me. I will f*ck you again and again until you couldn't move or until your private is numb...and.....I said when Lei kissed me on the mouth passionately and we made love, again, that dawn of the morning.

And again....after an hour....and another after two hours and again....after four. Gerrie was on the phone waking me up but I ignored her call and sent a tiny message that I'm busy with Leila. Gerrie sent a short but precise reply of LOL and a f*ck you finger.

I was so tired but I felt like a mighty dragon with my powers coming back each and every time I see my hot, sexy, hungry, beautiful girlfriend heating up. I am on fire and Leila is definitely the fire that kept on burning and wouldn't stop unless I make love to her and burn with her in the end.

Ahhhh.....was what I can only say after a cum and heavenly orgasm. This was what I have been waiting for and I hadn't felt this with the other girls I was with, even with Becca. My love...come to Mama!, Leila with her finger pointing at me and inviting me to join her again in bed. Ahhhh... f*ck work, I'm diving in, again! And again, and again!!!.

Leila and I stayed at home for the next three days and they were awesome. They were the best days I ever had in my entire life, the sex, I mean!, hehe!, was all I could say after I stopped and kissed Lei on the lips, stood up, went to the bathroom to pee and showered. I returned to bed since I really felt tired because of the numerous awesome love making. I didn't notice Leila come out of the bed. She came back with a platter full of fruits, bread and juice. Juice, haha, now I'm going to drink the juice she's made and not her own creamy, milky, salty and sour juices that I...ahh...Okay Sasa, not again, stop it!, I couldn't help but replay the memories of Leila cumming and moaning my name again and again every time we have sex and it was really heart pounding, exciting and addicting. My Leila is addicting.

Haa....she was looking at me smiling, giggling and like she is thinking about something and then she would avoid my eyes and shyly pretend that I don't see her perfectly. What???, I said wondering what she was thinking about. Ah, nothing! So, you did that to your girls, huh! Hmm. So who is the most perfect and awesome woman now for you?, Leila asked childishly, biting her finger. Of course, you are, my baby!. There' no one like you, my love and my sexy machine, my fire breathing dragon lady!, I added jokingly and lovingly. Leila laughed and kissed me while eating the watermelon she sucked from my mouth and ate it. And that made me horny. Babe!!!, I said and kissed her again and we were about to make love when the doorbell rang.

Leila stopped me from talking by holding my mouth with her fingers. It's the delivery guy who I messaged for two boxes of pizza. I messaged him to leave the boxes outside and we'll just get them later. I placed my card number on the phone and paid for the pizza right then and there. The delivery guy smiled and understood when I said I was busy with my woman. Sam is a good guy, I always ordered pizza with his company and had our little talks before. He owned the pizza store which he called Sam's Pizzaria. He has two people working for him. When the pandemic came he was the only store I always pay to deliver me all kinds of food and he did it.

I helped him expand his business online so I was able to order and pay for my orders there too. I think Lillian would love him, Sam is a good and decent guy. HE earns his own money and started from scratch and small business which now has four mini pizzaria's in New York and California. The thing is Lillian seems to be interested with her job more than a guy or love, it's okay that her time is eaten away by meetings and conferences abroad. She's a great person, a hardworking employee and I'm lucky to have her on my team.

She is an asset to the company and my branches and the heads are never been happier when I appointed her as VP for Sales and Marketing.

It's nice to just go home and find someone waiting for you. It's a new thing for me and I'm not used to having people around when before I always try to busy myself so I won't crave to have my own family, just like when Craig's alive. How unfortunate that we didn't have a child but I think I wouldn't know what to do with our son if he was alive today. But it's a shame that I wasn't blessed with children, maybe because it's a hard responsibility. And taking care of Leila is almost like having a child and a wife at the same time, hehe! So I won't be missing much about having a kid around.

Hmm....this is heaven!, I thought when I smelled Leila beside me all naked and beautiful. I wonder how she would feel if I ask her to marry me?

But I don't know how to tell her, maybe I should ask Lillian's help on this. Right!, she'll be in the office tomorrow and that would the perfect time to make necessary plans for the wedding if

Leila said yes, of course, what my mind set my heart to do to make Leila mine forever.

Lillian was busy after all, but she was happy to accommodate me and been all smiles after seeing me walk towards her office. She has a new one and bigger than she had before as my other branch's Marketing Manager in California. Now, I have decided to let her stay with me in New York, so I could mentor her and since her mom is the love of my life, she is very special to me and I treat her as my own daughter now that we are a family.

She closed the door behind and hugged me when I tried to shake her hand to congratulate her with all the successes she brought with her talents and bright ideas for our shops and branches worldwide. Lillian asked what brought me to her office and I told her it's not about business but about her mom.

She stopped for a bit and stood away from me, took a glass and poured scotch on it and asked me to have some. I agreed and sort of felt awkward when she poured the drink on the other glass and took her jacket off saying that it's too hot in the room. I said well, maybe I can help her check on the AC and so I did and turned to full gear. But when I turned around the room got darker and I saw her moving towards me fast and held my face on her palms to kiss me. I tried to stop her from doing so but she caught me off guarded and was able to catch my mouth on hers and made he advances on me.

I pushed her away from me but she continued pressing her body on me pinning me on the wall. Lillian, why are you doing this?, I was shocked and o the verge of panic since her mom is my girlfriend. I have loved you ever since I saw your lovely picture in mom's wallet. And I couldn't forget your face, how you mesmerized me with your smile and looks. Please, just this once!, I really want you Sasa!, Lillian added now only wearing her bra and panty, which made me feel uncomfortable but she does have a sexy and proportioned body.

She is very beautiful and I want her to stay that way without me staining her innocence with all the things I have done in my past which I dreadfully regret. I'm not going to make Lillian one of my women again, not this time, not in this lifetime.