Go To Market With Ander

Him It felt like seeing a scary figure, where I saw the existence of someone I didn't recognize and looked at me with a gaze that was so sharp, I wanted to avoid that person because, in my opinion, it would make me feel quite deeply traumatized by someone who didn't know me. I recognize.

I don't know why but for me it was like it was in my mind to be able to go and also stay away from people like that, could it be because of my illness, ah never mind for me this is just a very common thing.

Yes, this is how my life is, where there are lots of people who don't like me that much and it also makes me feel a very deep trauma, seeing the eyes of people who are so cruel when they look at me, as well as various insults and curses that come out of their mouths, not infrequently people with rough mouths who tend to be near and around me.

"Where's Melva?" I mumbled while closing my door, I looked around me I didn't find anything, I was still thinking positively maybe he went to the market to buy groceries.

I calmly opened the door to my house again, and I was surprised that Ander was already at the door.

"Ah thank God," I said a little surprised to Ander.

"What is it?" Ander asked curiously while looking at me.

"Don't you see anyone around here?" I asked him again.

"I only see you," he said to me who looked at me made me look at him too, looking at each other, I didn't know what to say.

"Did you really not see anyone around here?" I asked, surprised that Ander didn't see anyone nearby.

"Really I don't know anyone around here," he said smiling at me, could it be that what I saw earlier was Ander, ah never mind.

"Who did you see?" Ander, who was also surprised, asked me.

"I saw someone with a black robe and sharp eyes looking at me" I tried to explain what I saw to him.

"Maybe it's just your imagination," he replied.

"You came here so early, what do you need?" I asked trying to find other words.

"Just wanted to check on you, and apologize about yesterday, that's all." He told me what he wanted to say, I didn't really have much of a problem with what happened yesterday.

"Oh about yesterday, you know, maybe you are on business and can't tell me, so I don't really mind it," I smiled while looking around me because I felt like I was being watched by someone.

"Who are you looking for? From earlier, it seemed very upset" Ander was surprised to see me because it seemed like he was looking for someone.

"My friend Melva hasn't been home since this morning, I'm worried about where she is right now," I said to Ander because since this morning and I haven't seen Melva for almost two hours, I don't even know where she is.

"Maybe he is going to the market, like you yesterday, you don't go to the market anymore?" Ander explained to me, accompanied by a question he asked.

"That's right, oh, I want to go to the market to look for it, but because I saw a strange suspicious figure, I had to contemplate stepping my foot through my yard.

"Come with me, I also want to go to find breakfast food," He asked while holding my hand.

"Wait, I want to lock my house first to make sure no one will come in here" I take the house key, close the door, close it tightly and lock it properly, I make sure my house is locked very well.

"Is it locked tight?" Ander confirmed it while holding the doorknob and turning it around.

"Oh, it's very close, let's go," He asked to hold my hand again, his hand was so warm I also felt something I wasn't used to feeling, made me want to be able to go on frequent trips with him because my current days are only to sell at night arrive.

Only once in a while Melva and I take a day off to sell because we sometimes take turns taking holidays, but last night because of a special event from the kingdom made we both take a day off together.

Stepping my feet together with Ander makes me feel so comfortable and feels very at ease, and for me, this is a very fun thing to do, makes me wonder if he also feels the same feeling and allows me and him to be together someday. later day.

What do I think, we've only met one day and haven't gotten to know each other much, so I also have to know the boundaries and circumstances that we must know together.

It doesn't feel like the road is almost to a crowded place, I look around there are very few places for myself to look in some pretty fun directions, everything seems to me like yesterday's people were booing and cursing at me, I feel a little traumatized in me.

But I think back, I can't continue like this, because after all everyone has a reason to act, I also forgive their behavior yesterday, and I also have to make peace with myself so that things don't happen that I don't want in the future.

"What's wrong, why does your face look pale, did something happen?" Ander who was looking at me, looking at me who looked like someone scared, seemed like he could feel a wave of negative energy around him.

"Oh it's okay, I just feel a little bit like something wasn't as good as yesterday" I answered which said about what I was feeling right now.

"Oh about yesterday you don't seem to have to worry too much, take it easy because not everyone treats you badly, for example, your best friend Melva who treats you very well," Ander said reminding me that if this world is like this, there are people -people who hate and there are also people who like us.

It's not all bad even though it doesn't always go well, but it's about us how to deal with all the things that exist at this time.

Of course, many circumstances will make a person change, behavior, or perhaps the character of that person, disappointment and pain can make a good person turn into the opposite person, but this is all a step or a process towards a character. maturity, where we are guided by the many events that are around us at this time.