Dream or Not

I was in a place that I didn't know, making me feel confused, I don't know what happened to me, making me feel dizzy and unable to see ahead, my eyes suddenly faded when I saw.

My head felt heavy, my breath became short of breath, everything turned into chaos and made me very confused all of a sudden, someone wearing a black robe with a hood called me from a distance, I who was no longer strong finally fell to the ground and was unconscious, in the midst of me falling for a moment I still had time to see someone who came and helped me, a commotion between two male voices sounded sad, the indistinct voice that sounded like a whisper in my ear.

I was closed in a helpless state, my body was stiff and I couldn't move, I didn't know the situation, I wanted to stare but I couldn't, even I couldn't listen anymore, I could only surrender the situation to what was happening and made me want to be able to do something better. I want it.

At least I want to wake up and run away from this place, but I don't have the strength at all to do so, I should be able to scream, at least like someone I heard, a voice that screamed so loudly.

Yes, the screams that brought me here, the screams that brought me to such a beautiful place but turned into a disaster for myself, a voice that chanted helplessness.

Sometimes I think whether to help someone we need more strength, why someone weak is not able to help others, even myself at this time can't move from where I fell at this time.

It's so annoying, I want to cry, really feel like someone useless at all, want me to get away, run because of the fear I have, but still, I'm just myself who can't be someone more.

"Verona…"

"Verona…"

"Verona, wake up…" A voice called out to me.

"My head hurts so bad, where is this?" I asked without looking who woke me up.

"Ah thanks, Verona, I woke you up earlier but you didn't wake up" Melva woke me up and hugged me.

"Melva..." I hugged him back on my bed and I hugged him tightly.

"What exactly happened?" I asked Melva.

"I'm the one who asked you, you've been craving since last night, then suddenly your body was hot, and sometimes your body was sweating," said Melva who told me about me.

"Didn't you leave the house since this morning?" I asked Melva.

"What are you talking about? It's still morning and I woke you up" said Melva, who explained to me, that it was still morning.

"Did we have dinner together last night?" I asked again to make sure it hadn't been more than a day since we had dinner together.

"Of course last night we had dinner together, just look at the plates behind the former we had dinner," said Melva who made sure to tell me that last night we had dinner together.

I cried sadly and touched, grateful because it turned out that I had just had dinner with Melva and the plates were still messy and not arranged properly.

The pain and fatigue that I felt real, I then checked a door that I closed when I left looking for Melva in my memory, I saw the doorknob I was holding and also I remember when I rushed to close the door firmly there former pieces of fallen wood, I make sure it is in front of the door.

There are some traces of wood chips but it looks like it has been broomed, ah never mind I thought, the important thing is that Melva is with me and I can see that she is fine now.

"What is it, Verona?" Melva asked me back.

"Oh no, I'm just a little confused," I replied.

"Are you not feeling well, maybe you need time to rest?" Melva asked me to rest first.

"Besides, this afternoon we can open the shop again and sell, if you are not feeling well, let me sell it," She said with a smile and led me to bed while taking a blanket and covering myself.

"Oh thank you Melva, but I think I'll get better soon, maybe I just need a little rest," I said to Melva.

I'm still confused coupled with curiosity makes me want to know what happened because I feel what just happened to me is something so real.

Oh yes I remember Ander who took me to find Melva, maybe I can confirm it if I meet him now, and also I can find out what happened, maybe what happened to me was just a dream, but I feel it's not like a dream, but like something so real, made me even more curious.

I grew confused when I saw some wood chips on the floor, I remember when I closed it very hard due to fear, pushed me into the house, closed the door tightly with enough force to make the door experience strong friction, and dropped some wood chips on the floor.

There are still traces of it visible, I don't think I'm dreaming, I decided to find Ander so I can confirm what happened, even though Melva herself looks normal, there's nothing different about her, which makes me want to know for sure what happened. I have to do next.

I immediately got up from my bed, headed out the door, and looked for Ander, ah I forgot, where can I look for Ander, I just don't know where he is all this time.

His apologies and all the things he talked about during the trip, it all seemed so real, but when I think about someone getting old and giving myself a free drink makes me remember that it was real, let alone the place I was in. visit with some smells that are so fragrant and make me very comfortable when I'm there, is it all just my imagination.

I checked my pocket to make sure the folds of money were in my pocket, I touched and checked all my pockets I didn't find anything near my pocket, I started to calm down a little, maybe I was just dreaming, a dream that felt so real, it seems when I meeting with Ander I can confirm what happened to me.