One Night With Ander

It seems I can't fight the person who suddenly smothered me, I just tried to give a signal to Ander, but Ander didn't seem to hear and he just focused on the fight, my hand that had slipped from his grip he didn't seem to feel.

A blow hit my head, I felt dizzy and I was unconscious, I don't know what Ander was doing when he tried to beat up the people there, making a clash that caused quite a long fight, making him continue to fight, I don't know what happened. those people want from us, do they rarely see women, are women so rare that they really want to cause trouble just because they see me as a woman.

I who was unable and fainted from an impact on my head knocked me unconscious, I didn't know what was happening out there.

Then I woke up, like being on the edge of the ocean, which was filled with sparkling white sand, as long as the eyes were all twinkling, emitting a reflection of the moonlight.

It's the night it seems, I can only see from my bed, where I still feel dizzy and really a hit so hard when I was held captive and I don't know now whether I'm in their arms or Ander who managed to save me.

"Already up?" Asked Ander who saw me.

"Yeah, I feel really dizzy." Holding my head and trying to sit up.

"This is a drink" Ander served me a drink of water.

"Thank you" I answered, still having trouble speaking because I still felt so dizzy.

"Beautiful view?" Ander asked looking at the incomplete moon.

"It's very beautiful I feel," I said while looking in the same direction.

"Maybe this is a place that gives a lot of memories" He seemed to remember something.

"What are your memories of here?" I asked curiously.

"Memories of my childhood made me so very interesting and also gave a lot of meaningful impressions," he said, connecting the words from me, making him remember memories of the past so deeply.

"Oh yeah, how did it happen?" I tried to distract him from the sadness.

"When you were in captivity, I immediately saw him, where he tried to escape, I was chasing as hard as I could to catch him, as much as possible to catch the person" Ander explained how he could save me.

"It's good that we both survived," I said to him.

"But it seems they will prolong this matter" Ander looks a little worried.

"No problem should be, we'll deal with that later" I smiled at him.

He smiled back at me, our eyes met, sitting and facing each other our eyes were looking intently, staring at each other so deeply, as if we had known each other for so long, making me very fascinated by a gaze that gave a lot of meaning.

I am impressed with what he does, and he is willing to accept me as I am, allowing us to communicate well with each other, with good language, and words that come out well, with many things in common, giving us a meaning that gives us understanding, of something that we should be able to do.

I don't know how much longer he and I will feel like this, for me, I want this to last for a long time, and it also makes me really want to be able to do something as good as possible, because I want to see someone I love near me.

A meeting that brought me to be amazed and looked at him, an encounter that led me to a very pleasant place, my heart that felt so warm and pounding so fast, made me understand the meaning of something better than many other things, I don't know. what will happen in the future, but for me, this is a very interesting thing and makes me always smile.

Sometimes the pain of worrying makes me think about doing something even better, but right now how to focus on what is happening is the most important thing.

I saw Ander's eyes looking at me so intensely, our eyes meeting each other, Ander gently holding my cheek, a smile between the two of us, our faces getting closer. He brought himself closer to me, slowly but surely, our eyes closed together, the breath felt around my lips, my heart was pounding, my lips and his gently touching each other, for two seconds after that he let go.

We smiled at each other after that, huddled in silence, an experience that led to a memory, a memory so deep that it made me smile right now with him.

Somehow tomorrow, for me a sensation that is so in my head, makes me keep wondering, is this fate, or something that should have happened between us.

Tonight under the moonlight that is not bright, because the light is partially obscured, not the full moon, only the half-moon that allows me to see around because of the light.

Giving me an experience with a memory that looms between me and him, a long road that we have traveled since this morning and giving me knowledge about the meaning of a long road, I want to always remember the importance of being together, with whoever I am now and also together with anyone, for me this is a very funny thing because I always wanted to be able to do something so beautiful.

Although not all roads can be passed easily and smoothly, there will always be storms in the middle of the road we take, there will always be rain after the clouds clear, but after that the rainbow comes, makes a beauty, feels the twists and turns of life, we can't all avoid it, but that doesn't mean we will always be affected by it, it's not that we can't or can't, it's just that we may lack the will to muster up.

There, yes out there, there will be a lot of things that we never know, whether it's the sun that never rises, or the moon that never rises, or a time in a different part of the world from ours, there are many things that we do not understand and understand, but why do we still keep hoping for something that is not certain.

Because that's how we humans are, without hope, we are just as dead, the emptiness we have is the same as we have nothing else. After all, we have to keep fighting and do the best we can, because only then can we keep fighting and do all the best that we can.

"Why are you just dumbfounded?" Asked Ander who looked at me.

"It's okay, I was just thinking a little," I said to him with a smile.

"Thinking about what?" Ask him who wants to know.

"About many things, I do not know" I replied.

"What an example," he said wanting me to tell him what I was thinking.

"This beautiful view, what will one day change, this ocean full of water, will it dry up, what will happen to us later, and many things I want to know and don't understand" I replied with a smile to him, our eyes looking up at the moon, our bodies sitting in front of a blazing fire, surrounded by water from the ocean that keeps on rising at night like this.

"You don't need to think about many things, all you need is an action to keep moving and moving forward because then you will understand what will happen later," he said trying to cheer me up.

We both fall fast asleep tonight, by the fire that burns on the burning wood, the leaves being our bedding and blankets, the hardwood to be our pillows on our heads.

Tonight, I am immersed in a memory that is so pleasant, it makes me keep thinking about being able to do the best I can, maybe to try to please the people around me, love, affection, likes and hate, and various things that will happen to me. what happens in the future I will do the best that I can, as Ander told me, all I need to do is to do the best that I can as best as I can and as best as I can because for me there is no reason to try many things.

The sun started to rise, I felt so warm on my body, I found Ander sitting, looking out at the wide ocean, holding some small stones that he threw into the ocean, his eyes focused on the jump from the stone and I saw him smiling when I woke up.

"Good morning" he greeted.

"Morning too, you've been awake since earlier?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I'm waiting for you, while waiting for the meat I grilled to be cooked." He had already grilled a piece of meat on the firewood, it looked almost cooked, and he was about to lift it.

"This is for you." He handed me a piece of meat.

"It's small.." I said seeing how small my portion was when he shared it.

"Hehe, you're small, so just eat a little," He said holding the meat so big.

"Shall we go home after this?" I asked him who was holding such a large piece of meat.

"Yes, it looks like the weather is very sunny, we can go home after this, we will pass the bypass road to make it faster," said Ander who would invite me to go home and look around to confirm a path that we will walk.

One short night, so cold and warm, so joyous yet sad, memories, will it ring in my head, voices, gazes, smiles, even a touch of two lips pressed together, making me immersed in the atmosphere.

It felt like if I could choose to stay with him forever, forming a strong bond, forming a family might also be possible, ah what was I thinking.