The weird feeling

As I get ready to go to the place Shin demanded me to go to, fright fills my insides. As I saw lots of blood and organs on the wall.

"What the hell?" Was the last thing I thought,the back of my head felt a sudden hit encountering it, leaving me completely speechless at the sudden mix of pain and confusion.

A red face was slowly showing up in front of me. The red of anger,that kind that makes you want to die in a pit of your own vomit and tears.

As I pass out a few words were endangering my ears in a soft volume.

"Oh my,it seems like you are looking like me after a whole drinking season. Don't worry Eun it won't last long,you know the saying, friends can become backstabbers really fast,faster that you can even imagine. Look away and close your eyes I promise I won't cause you any harm. You can enjoy the smell of the people I trapped here. Don't panick if you notice a piece of a heart above your head, it's just an experiment supply. Dream well."

"Min!" I hear the voice of my mom,it seems like she just arrived home,it was anyways the case,she surely has to show up in a way or another. I go to open the door just to face her. In her hands,a cake was placed carefully. The box it was in was red with a slight shade of pink,it showed that it was a strawberry flavoured one.

"Min,I want to give you this,taste it and tell me how it tastes. I don't know if I should sell the ones made with this recipe,I have lots in my head. Lots of recipes that I want to sell but I don't know how good they are. Quick!"

Ok mom I'm gonna try it just calm down! A silent giggle came out,she stared weirdly at me,as if I annoyed her and threw the box on the floor.

"You ungrateful girl! How many times do I have to ask you to do what you are supposed to do. The whole house is a mess! Where were you? Says as she takes a knife from her pocket."

What the hell?! I scream as the knife reaches my right hand, making it drip.

What's wrong with you? Are you even sane?! I'm gonna taste it later, I'm just not in the mood for your cakes,I ate too many sweets today! Do you want me to faint?!

She says nothing and just heads over to her room,her eyes emitting betrayal. From what? From me not willing to eat all that cake? I think as I pick up the box that was thrown on the floor. The design on it was completely ruined but it was still edible. It seemed off, why wasn't it completely destroyed? Did someone put a weird spell on it?

Where is Eun? Who's gonna help me bandage this shitty hand? I can't even make a good use of it and now blood is dripping from it.

You're such a dumbass,Min! Just go and bandage it yourself,who cares about your pain?

This useless hand! I say as I look at my stabbed hand. I can't make a good use of it. It's that shitty that I can't even praise it when it actually does its job.

This wasn't the first time this happened,her mother usually does this. For Min wounds were a daily thing,the pain isn't that big,even if it was she can bear it is just that her brain is playing with her.

Dying sounded better than last time,but she shouldn't think about death. If she does she can as well jump off a cliff and if she survives she can say she felt nothing. The same equivalent of pain was felt in her voice,she tried to mutter something,but her hidden tears began to show in an instant. Her expression changed,as if it wasn't supposed to. Her eyes turned dull as if she wasn't expressing anything. Her words were struck by tears. They fell down her cheeks as if they were supposed to always do that. She couldn't hold it in anymore, the voice she wanted to make heard tried to get a sound,but as soon as it got up it died.

Her face fell,as she picks up her phone, calling Eun in an instant.

"The number you have contacted is not reachable."

Fuck this! Why aren't you reachable only when I need you to be. Why are you always available for Shin,but not available for your sister?! Fuck Shin,fuck all he does to your brain! Fuck the manipulation he throws on you,fuck everything he does for you!

I hate him! I hate him! I HATE HIM!

I won't forget what he said he will do to you.

"I will touch his skin,his hair and finally all of him,I will force it down that throat of his,words and legs spread. I will make him beg for mercy as all his loved ones will watch him die little by little with every significant touch. I will make him vomit his guts out until he won't be able to orally disobey me.

You are just a little bitch that got in my way.

Remember one thing.

You

Are

Nothing.

If you dare to tell him something, I'm gonna rip your limbs apart. Shall I start with your useless hand? You are a good for nothing person. Don't dream big because you'll end up as your cousin. His limbs surely were a delicacy for my dog. I think my dog will be more than happy to eat you."

Shut up! I state as my breath starts to grow in speed and as it increased it resulted in my eyes closing,the pit of despair made me want to die. I grab onto something as I fall down,it falling right on me,my hand suddenly regains little conscience. Not much but surely one that was able to do a little to nothing.

Even nothing was considered much since it couldn't do anything else.

I breath as I widen my eyes. I felt like dying as my heartbeat fastened. Was it a panick attack? But how? I haven't had one in so long! Why am I like this...

My phone rang. A voice encountered my ears as if it stabbed them.

"Hello there... My little girl."

WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM? I scream in despair.

"Calm down let's have a glass of juice sometimes. What colour do you want it to be? Or should I say flavour? Jae or Eun? Depends on your sexuality."

QUIT PLAYING AROUND! WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM?

"Relax he is just sleeping. Or at least that's what I think. I don't really know,3 hours already passed.

He's just sleepy. Don't worry I'll let you have a sip of my new drink. If you don't want a drink flavoured with Eun,stop screaming and listen to me.

First of all be patient.

Second of all lower your voice.

Third of all send me a photo of your cutted wrist,do that and I'll pay you back with his safety.

You know I enjoy seeing people get hurt."

"I'll video call you. Prepare the knife by then."

Not even 3 seconds pass and he already calls me.

"Look, who's here,your dear sister, little Min."

Silent screams were coming from Eun as he looks at the phone.

"You know what you have to do."

Yeah,I say as I pick up a knife and place it on my hand,even though it was useless I could still feel pain.

I prepare to move it as I hear.

"Min! Stop it! Don't!"

I don't listen as I make the first cut a sigh comes out of my mouth as I ask.

How many should I do so that you will ensure me he'll be safe

"thirty,you know I love big numbers!"

Okay,I say as I cut deeper and deeper. Blood dripping down my wounded wrist, vision blurry and head a complete mess. It could form an entire puddle.

Thirty! I exclaim as I fall down on my knees.

"MIN!" Is the last word I heard before it ended.

I guess that I'm really able to do anything.