the truth

Maccaito looked up at Calix

"So, you truly love me? then why did you leave me for her?" he asked

"Her?" Calix replied

"Your wife" he replied

"My wife?" he let out a laugh "Are you that much of a fool? I would never leave you for a woman I'm way too gay for you~" Calix replied

"so you didn't have a wife?" he replied

"I did" Calix replied with a smirk

"but you just said you wouldn't leave me for a woman-" he replied

"I never implied that was a woman they just assumed that was as I used wife as the endearment but much like your mis americano my wife wasn't a she but infact a he-" Calix replied

"so you left me for another guy then?" he replied

"No silly! I didn't leave you for anyone!~ Calix replied

"Then who was your wife then?!" he shouted

"isn't obvious? he's staring in the face right now~" Calix replied

"Who?" he replied

he flicked his nose "you silly!" Calix replied

"Me?!" he shouted

"yeah it was you, you were my wife it was in our past life I was one who came back for you but I know that isn't what you wanted- and that's why I was scared to interact with you when I betrayed you I broke your promise-"

Calix explained

"Promise?" he replied

"Mhmm I promised that I would be there for our son but I couldn't hold on without you- I hated losing you I had to be with you again-" calix replied

"we had a son and you just left him because you lost me? how could you do that?" he shouted

"I don't know I just couldn't hold on without you!" Calix replied

"That's not how things work Cal!" he shouted

"but it worked didn't it?! you love me don't you?" Calix shouted

"I don't know Cal I thought I did but after this I'm not sure if I can I'm not them! can't you understand that? yes we may be the same person but I didn't live those last moments with you! I barely know you! I have these feelings that don't make sense! and you just make it worse! I can't believe I let you f*ck me you don't love me you loved them! They were the only one you love Cal! but they're not me!" He shouted

"When I asked if you'd be with me for the rest of our lives you said you'd do anything but that. I didn't know you wouldn't wake up, I didn't know you'd never wake up  because you were dead you died and I lost you Macciato!You never gave me a chance to prove to you that I loved you and you knew I wouldn't do that-" Calix shouted back

"No you never got chance to show me because you didn't try! I gave you chance, and you ran away!" he shouted back

"You gave me chance! all I'm asking for is another chance! I don't even want to know what my life would be like without you! I don't care anymore about what it's like without you!" Calix shouted back

"And what if I don't want to change that!?" he shouted back

"What if I want you to!?" Calix  shouted back

Calix felt his eyes well up, he knew what he had to do now it was his duty to make his one final plea to his deceased love.

"Don't ask me to give you chance!" he shouted back

"What? You what? You're not going to say I'm not the one for you?" Calix replied

"No! I'm going to let you go Calix..." he replied

"I don't want you to leave!" Calix shouted back

"I've had enough of this talk you might as well leave I don't want to hear it! Just go Calix!" He screamed angrily as he opened the compartment door

Calix ran off into the night he never realized what might befall him however he couldn't have cared less, all he needed was to return home to his significant other and his loved ones where they would be standing by to embrace him and help him

he needed to awaken, to feel better he needed to feel invigorated, yet his life was caught in reality, actually... furthermore, it was a terrible reality. would it be a good idea for him to simply surrender and attempt once more in his next life? or on the other hand would it be a good idea for him to stay in this one where his adoration couldn't acknowledge him? how long would it be a good idea for him to hang tight for him to thoroughly consider things? consider the possibility that he never adjusts his perspective and detests him all things considered. he gave him misleading expectation it was by all accounts working out obviously things turned out this way would he say he was even intended to be content? was this the way that destiny was? that there were no blissful endings? that everything trust was lost? he didn't intend to hurt him yet it's what he did again was that all he was great at? for what reason wouldn't he be able to embrace current circumstances? was it conceivable to push ahead? At any point could they rejoin? or on the other hand could they be always partitioned? At any point could he find somebody however incredible as he seemed to should be with? was there even any highlight life? what had he fouled up? this was all he knew the aggravation of knowing your going to bite the dust.

His psyche attempted to impact its state, yet his body was incapacitated.

His eyes flew open he couldn't breath, his throat felt dry, his lips were broken and dying.

He was breathing quick, he didn't mind any longer, he would prefer to pass on then live in this state, he needed to break liberated from this jail, yet he realize that even he wouldn't have the option to do that, so he acknowledged his destiny and let his spirit arrive at his heart and let him feel something... anything... simply anything...

He shouted quietly however the air was drained of sound, he didn't understand that he had shouted out his throat, he attempted to shout for help, so that anybody might hear yet there was nobody to hear him.

He cried quietly and gazed at the entryway, attempting to stop his tears, yet the more he cried, the harder they were tumbling down.

He sobbed till there were no more tears left.

"It is hard to speak when it feels like your heart has been ripped out and stomped upon..." he said, his voice gravely.

His soul had little left in it

He fell to his knees and threw his hands up into the air, the light exploded his face into blackness.

He was fine in this darkness.

"Wakey wakey...."

Drew said the waking him up