chapter 33

NATASHA POV

after few minutes of making out with steven we got interrupted by a knock on the door, which made steven groan with annoyance, which also made me giggle

" we are not done mate "

" yes we are mate the make out was just a distraction "

" i know "

" really "

" yeah i just like sweet and tempting distraction " said my mate pulling me again in his lap

" stop it someone is at the door "

" okay i will find you and punish you for distracting me mate " said steven

" be my guess " i said leaving the room while his beta entered

i walked my self back in my room and changed those sport cloth i worn and put on a dress and left the room and headed to the place where the white wolf clan were given to settle in

to be honest i have no idea on how to lead people at all and now im supposed to lead these people in war with the dark lord it feels so strange, im not even sure my self if i can do it well and that makes more nervous the only person that helps me keep my self sane is my wolf who keeps telling me that i can do it and everything was going to be fine,

i returned to the house with Stephen who came to fetch me, it was allready time for lunch and when we arrived at the pack house we headed directly to the dinning room but my wolf was pacing around in my head i didn't know what was wrong with her and i just ignored her and entered the dining room the dinning room was full cause of new people and my mate Stephen already told me that Nathan and his mother will be staying in the pack house for the mean time, i knew that they were doing this cause they were unwilling to part with their little sister sooner

i walked to my mother in law and sat near her as always, which made her smile and i can feel my mates jealous gaze on me

i just started eating my food quitely but still my wolf but my wolf was on the edge, pacing around and i can smell strange smell it smells like someone i know , i raised my eyes to look around to see whose smell was it and my eyes landed on a woman who was sitting near Nathan who also had blue eyes, she was also looking at me like she was in disbelief , my heart skipped a beat looking at her, the woman look so beautiful

i couldn't tear my eyes from her, then suddenly i saw her getting up from her chair walking around the table toward me, her eyes were on me all the time, i can feel everybodys gaze at us not knowing what was going on and i just stood staring at her in daze

when the woman got near me she just pulled me into a hug and i can now smell her calming scent which made me hug her back subconsciously

" my baby girl, i knew you were alive " said the woman while hugging me tighter as if i were to disappear at any moment , i can hear her sobbing which made my eyes stung , and i can feel tears trying to escape my eyes , i dont know why i feel like crying too

' she is our mother '

' what? ' i said to my wolf, and i was shocked, no wonder i feel her so familiar

' you can smell her cant you? the calming motherly smell '

' but how '

' i dont know how but all i know is that she is our mother '

i pulled my self away from the hugg and look at the woman face for some confirmation and i can feel her hands which she put it on my cheeks, she was crying and i can feel my heart squeeze seeing her with tears

" you. .....your. ....."

" im your mother, cant you remember me? " said the woman looking at me expectantly

" i.... ....i.... "

" i think he might have sealed your memories of your childhood , but its okay you will remember it slowly" said the woman wiping her tears

" what who? " i asked her curiously

" your father " said the woman smiling at me sweetly