My abyss

My words are a mess

I talked for too long

Not making sense 

I beg to be saved

I beg to be left

I'm so confusing

I'm in my abyss

No way out

My hands are turning black

This tar got a hold of me

I can't crawl out

I can't see your hand

Not here

Not there

Not never

You're tired of my words

My ways

My cries 

You won't come back

I'm alone 

All alone

This darkness consumes me

My abyss

All alone