Self correction

enjoying the good life. of course

enjoying the quiet life. never

thinking about my daughter. Regret

Now that I have a dilemma of how to fill my day, I go out to touch the grass. And try to find some bitches.

But the chances of me getting one are close to zero. Am I pessimistic? Of course not, I'm just trying to be self-aware.

The number of times I go out to touch the grass, is more than the number of times I go to sit on the computer.

going here and there. Like a free man with no ties to society. Just enjoying life.

Enjoying the night world, filling the time of the day world.

The joy of living carefree, before I checked my money balance.

'$1.000'

Enough for today but not for tomorrow.

The system in this society sucks, without money you can't live, but life also needs money sometimes.

There are many loopholes that can be broken through if you know how it works, God help me if I have any idea about politics.

okay, okay it's not time to be those greedy old people. now it's time to eat chicken nuggets as a stomach filler.

I'm writing notes for what my wishes are right now.

for myself:

- Knowledge of bread

- The knowledge of food

- 2-barrel shotgun

- pears

for others:

- Bankrupt Office

- Boss retires in peace

- Starving boy becomes health minister

- Daughter

- Daughter dies

9 My wishes are in a ratio of 4:5, and judging from the record, all my wishes depend on the emotions I experience towards the target.

and all the daily skills I have are just to fill my stomach,

it seems like I'm playing too much, going too long, so I seem useless, in my opinion.

Let's try new knowledge, I don't want to go to college because the tuition fees are piling up. hate that system.

Scholarships also don't interest me because of the pressure and hassle. not everything in this world is free, luxurious privileges require vague qualifications.

I went to the nearest library to look for the necessary knowledge for the future.

After arriving I registered as a daily member, because I would look for other places besides this.

After wandering around the bookshelves and picking out a few. I borrowed some books here that were quite interesting to me.

Then I went to another library further away and the city library.

I came back after borrowing quite a lot of books. I sorted the books into 4 categories: Physical, mind, mental, entertainment (you know).

A total of 34 books, the majority entertainment, from sexual to lifestyle. at least for eye wash and mind refreshment when times are harsh.

from the physical: 'how to use a shotgun for beginners', then the mind: 'nutritional measurements for healthy food', then the soul: 'how to keep you calm in all situations'. lastly entertainment: 'making your maid obedient', 'how to insult people without realizing it', 'the technique of measuring 3 curves of women' the last one is necessary, really necessary.

After sorting out the books recommended by my lust and boredom, I began to slowly read each book. Understanding or not is not the end result, but the time spent in understanding the reading is the result.

Is the result useful? It depends on the context. After all, the result is tailored to our needs.

okay now look at entertainment from a lifestyle. from the way people look to the way people spend money that could fill a lake in Africa. gosh there is something wrong in this world. speed up the apocalypse god.

After I thought about it I wanted to work again, interpreted the amount of my abilities I might be able to become a waiter or a chef. I don't know I leave it to fate it's time to sleep, my eyes have rejected the desired information now

[Your wish has come true. Starting tomorrow you will be working in the house of the richest man in town]