Let me be honest with you

After the invitation to the fight this afternoon.

we became more and more vigilant.

This demon and I watched each other's movements without missing a second.

Whether it's eating or we sit together enjoying television programs.

Even when I'm cooking, I'm also being watched like a CCTV camera and neighboring mothers who want to know the gossip of other neighbors' problems.

But I didn't back down. I looked at her the same way, even in the shower.

Am I horny? Sure. Am I scared? Sure.

This may sound like a soap opera. But trust me, if you miss one little thing in battle, say goodbye to yourself.

I wanted to go to the market, stock up on next month's food, for now it's enough for us.

But fate said otherwise.

I was given a thunderstorm for 3 days, heavy rain covering the whole city.

I think fate spoke like this

'Do it, just do it. I'm here watching as a spectator. I'm helping you with this'.

Give it the middle finger.

I re-entered the apartment to see my wife drinking tea at the dining table. She drinks like a royal lady.

The princess of the barbarian kingdom.

I threw myself on the sofa and lay down and watched the latest news.

Yes, there's a thunderstorm out there.

Wow, Fate is really full of preparations.

I continued watching. She sat on the floor close to the sofa where I was lying down.

She leaned her head against my stomach, I gave her a brief stroke on the head and continued watching television.

We watched television all day even though we were interrupted by meals or showers.

There was no more interaction between the two of us.

To be honest, I was awkward with her because this was the first time we lived together without killing each other, I mean hitting each other, I mean loving each other.

The rain outside gives the right effects for a hot relationship. but I haven't taken the initiative let alone her. I sighed because I know, I'm a fucking virgin.

We are connected by the official bond of marriage. We were also connected by the bond of servant and master in the past. Now fate connects us

Boxer and glove, slave and queen, I don't know. But fate still connects us in time.

I enjoy it? Of course, since my daughter left me.

Speaking of my daughter, I need to find my necklace.

"Have you seen my necklace?" I tapped her cheek beside me to get her attention.

"I kept it, why indeed?" she looked at me curiously.

"Please give it back, it's precious to me" I asked with my hand.

"More precious than me or more precious than your life" she was curious about my response, of course I knew this woman was just testing my faithfulness. I had to be honest with her, because that necklace was the only reason I was alive.

Even if I don't take out my daughter's photos and letters, that necklace will always be with me even if I fall off a cliff.

"Please understand, if I choose to save my necklace and you, I will save my necklace if I can then I save you too." I answered with a heavy heart, I knew it would hurt her.

"No, then I'll keep the necklace" she refused to look at me, I knew she was jealous. damn, my ego blinded me too much.

"I have a daughter, her name is Rithya.

She's a good girl and understands me, she still smiles even though my situation is not good at that time. she's the only daughter I love here and there" I said that and she looked at me with tears, Damn, I'm preparing to be executed again.

Sure enough I was slapped all over.

"You have a child, cheating husband, you are married, now you dare to steal my heart to replace your other wife. you are dead, I hope you are dead, I will kill your wife and yourself and then I am next" she slapped me continuously but I didn't refuse her because I knew, I deserved it.

She kept slapping me and crying non-stop. Even though I was sleeping on the sofa, I admit it was uncomfortable. I had to change positions.

I held both of her hands then slept on the floor on my back.

"Come on, kill me, hurry up, please speed up my torture. I'm even more grateful if you use that shotgun over there" I pointed at my favorite shotgun.

But no, she sat on my stomach again, damn this woman likes to sit on my stomach. Your body is so heavy, lady.

My collar was pulled and pushed until I felt dizzy.

"tell me, where is your other wife. where is your daughter, let me see her. i will tell them that my asshole husband is not worthy to be the head of their family. he is only fit to be my servant forever" she kept shaking me, yes i was getting nauseous.

I kissed her in the middle of her rant. She was surprised by my action, then she enjoyed the kiss.

After I finished kissing her, I looked at her sadly because I knew this would give me bad memories. I put my body back on the floor.

"My child, 11 years ago was born without me knowing it, from a woman I didn't know, the woman died when my child was 3 years old, then my child was taken care of by her uncle and aunt until she was 5 years old, but they died in an accident. then she was taken care of by my daughter's maternal grandparents until she was 6 years old, at the age of 5 her grandmother died and her grandfather followed at the age of 6. her grandfather advised her to meet me before he breathed his last" I stopped to take a breath, my tears were flowing because of the sadness I was experiencing and I couldn't hold it in.

"She came to see me, to be honest I didn't know I had a child, I claimed to be a virgin until now. I denied her existence until I went to the hospital to check the DNA. the child was really purely my child, miraculous isn't it. I was depressed because I had never felt the burden of fatherhood, but as the days passed I began to feel the responsibility of fatherhood. but that day was where it all ended" I closed my eyes with my hands.

"because I felt I deserved to be her father, I argued with a woman until my daughter fell ill right before my eyes, she was dying in the hospital because of her illness. the chances of her life were small. you know how devastated I was there. the daughter who waited for her father's love, just left without enjoying the process of life in the future. I am a stupid father who is not grateful for what I have now. and the necklace is one proof of her existence here, I still have other evidence in my room. if you are curious, take a look at the black suitcase. and please leave me alone" I cried because of my naivety in taking care of the child, and she went to my room.

I just cried remembering my days with my daughter. because that time seemed so short and I might feel like I wasted it, but after seeing that letter I knew I would definitely find happiness with her. even though we were different in realms but our bond was strong.

I was finally able to calm down and I felt a necklace on my chest, I saw her returning my necklace, I quickly grasped the necklace tightly.

"this is a picture of you with her, she's beautiful" she looked and showed me a picture of me with rithya, I looked at the photo. my soul felt calm because of her.

"thank you for listening to my condition, I'm tired so I'm going to bed first" I got up and walked to my bed, I put my necklace on my desk. I saw the reflection of the light from the stone that still gave a galactic pattern, but I don't know if there was a red dot there, maybe my hunch, ah never mind I'm tired.

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That night the rainstorm was still going on. It was getting colder.

I might be a little cold, because I'm not wearing a blanket, I give it to her. I don't wear her blanket because I'm lazy to wear it.

Now that we are both sleeping on the bed, I turn my back to her and she looks at me, because I know she is looking at me.

For some reason she got up and tried to turn me over. And she conveniently sat on my stomach once again.

Oy woman, I want to sleep here, please don't mess around.

"Forgive me for not knowing your condition before, forgive me at that time for getting carried away, I was jealous because you have a daughter with another woman, but I believe you have your own reasons about that. and I have a feeling you are still a virgin" she giggled with her explanation, while I just smiled a little.

Then she kissed me for a moment and then looked at me after kissing me.

"Then this time let's let go of our virginity" she looked at me with a smile then approached my ear.

"Let's make a child together" my mind immediately exploded.

I was finally free from my virginity.

Fate thank you, I raise a drink to you, I am happy in my mind.

system I also raise a drink to you for giving me 2 treasures that cannot be replaced despite my thousands of wishes.

my current wife and my daughter over there.