I'm sorry

My starlight has been driven away, do I regret it? Yes, I regret it, now I can't take back my words.

My two daughters are sad to see their father leave again, and this time he will leave forever.

Will I look for him? Never, I hate him because of my father's ridiculous request.

I was surprised that he could heal me with just a kiss, I was sure he was strange, and I didn't realize his strangeness at all until I returned to my room, from the ruined mess back to the original, even all the company files that I had torn and scribbled on were back to the beginning.

Now I regret very much, he can do this miraculous thing. is it possible that he can come back to life even though his body is completely destroyed due to his strangeness. I don't want to try it, because in my heart, I still love him very much. I want him back now, I'll look for you after this.

I heard my father's last words

"Maybe you don't realize what your husband's oddities are, but accept him not for his oddities but for who he really is. I feel it too, I feel like I want to live on to see how you are. And look at me living more than my best friend, now I'm tired. Maybe it's time for me to rest, and you Camilla, ask your husband for happiness, maybe his strangeness can grant it. So don't push him away or throw him away, I'm sure you'll regret it."

My father's words kept popping into my head

The marriage certificate that I never asked for, where he could return to health despite his broken body, I wondered what happened to his daughter.

Did he accidentally ask his daughter to die, and she really died.

I'm scared, I'm worried, if my husband can do all that, why can't he do other things. Are there any limits? I'm afraid he's using his strangeness as a crime, I'm afraid he's using his strangeness to get away from my side.

Maybe this is the result of his strangeness, it's possible. No, I shouldn't be prejudiced. I know my husband is emotional but he doesn't ask for stupid things.

This whole problem is purely my fault. I am a terrible woman, a useless wife, a stupid wife.

I advised my husband with my good advice, but not the other way around.

What do I do now? I must take care of my two daughters, our two daughters, I must be a strong woman without him, once I am strong. I will look for him, even in hell, I will catch up and look for him.

Once I find him, I will continue to hold his hand wherever he goes, because the only thing that keeps me alive is by his side.