I need a drug

I had already kissed him before I came back to my senses. I immediately removed my hands from his neck and pushed him away.

"Ahhh, ahhh!!!". And just like that, I opened the door and ran away without looking back.

"Shin Suri, are you crazy? Why are you doing this to me huh? Aishhh I'm so embarrassed, I won't be able to come out of my room for the next one year".

I stopped after saying this and shook my head in disagreement with what I just said.

"No! I'd rather just kill myself. Let me just die ahh!!".

I was humiliated beyond words. I don't know what I was thinking, I don't know what alien possessed me to even think of doing that. No, I wasn't even thinking, I just did it.

As soon as I got into my room, I bounced on my bed and covered myself with the blankets immediately. Moving without a direction and screaming inside my head.

While Shin Suri was thinking about taking her own life or simply disappearing, a totally confused someone was still standing by the door where he got his awkward but first kiss. He wasn't embarrassed or anything but his all so manly face looked like that of a baby with pink cheeks.

I've never been kissed before, having feelings for her that I didn't know how to describe was already a whole lot on my plate and now I had to think about this as well.

"What are you thinking about Lu Jinho? You don't have to think about this, just forget about it already. I'm sure she already did".

He walked up to his chair, sat down, and closed his eye trying to take his mind off what had just happened. Then he abruptly opened his eye and sat up.

"But, how can she just kiss me and leave like that? Isn't she supposed to let me say something?"

Lu Jinho was surprised at himself. He knew that even if she were to stay, he wouldn't have said anything but he still wanted her to stay.

He didn't want to think about what happened anymore so he decided to engage in his work besides, he had loads of files waiting to be handled.

The next morning, Shin Suri stayed in her room till she was sure that Lu Jinho had left already.

Lu Jinho didn't sleep at all throughout the night. Though he never sleeps but last night was for a totally different reason. He just couldn't stop thinking about Shin Suri so he concluded that he needed to see a doctor just to know if something was wrong with him.

He went to the hospital owned by Kay who was his best friend. He was accompanied by his two most trusted men, Yu Lei and Yu Han.

"Hey, if it isn't my best friend. What brings you here? Last I checked, you hate the sight of hospitals".

"You talk too much". Lu Jinho said and went to take his seat. And Yu Han couldn't help but laugh at his bosses savage reply.

Kay cleared his throat trying to ignore the embarrassing situation.

"So, why are you here?"

"I have an issue. I keep thinking about someone".

The three men in the room were extremely shocked to hear what he just said that they focused all of their attention on him.

"Who? Is it a woman?" It was Kay who asked but Yu Han was looking like he could die if he didn't get an answer right away. Even the well-coordinated Yu Lei wasn't any different. Lu Jinho cleared his throat and replied.

"It's a woman". The men were too stunned to speak. Never in their lives have they ever heard him say something like that. Which made them curious as to who the woman was.

"Who.....?"

"Does that even matter? I need to get her out of my head so do what you do, counsel me or give me drugs".

The trio weren't too surprised by what he just said. He was still obviously the same Lu Jinho they all knew but then, Yu Han bursted into laughter. All of the other men in the room turned to look at him.

"Boss, how can you be so ignorant, you obviously have a crush on her. How do you intend to take drugs for a cure? Hahaha".

He had finished his crazy statement before he finally read the room and saw a pair of shooting eyes and two pairs planning his funeral.

"Ahhh, that's not what I meant boss. I was trying to say that you have developed feelings for....never mind".

He bent his head down determined to say nothing else till they left the hospital.

"He is right Jinho, this is not a disease or sickness. I can't treat you for this. You have to accept the fact that you've grown feelings for this woman".

"How is that even possible? I barely know her. It's not been more than two months since we met. I can't possibly fall for someone that easily".

"Okay, tell me, how do you feel when..."

Kay came so close to him that their faces would collide if he moved an inch closer so Lu Jinho moved back because he wasn't expecting that.

"When she is this close to you?"

All of a sudden, he began thinking about how they were yesterday in his study. Her warm breathing brushing across his face, her tiny hands around his neck while she strained her legs to get closer to his face, and her pretty lips crashing into his.

Lu Jinho shook his head immediately trying to dismiss the thought floating on the surface of his mind.

"You are not helping at all. What..."

Kay abruptly stood up and moved back a little while the others in the room looked at him like he had lost his mind.

"Unbelievable, Lu Jinho, are you....are you blushing? Your face is really pink".

"Huh!!" Yu Han couldn't believe what he heard so he stood up to go check if his boss was really blushing and he actually was. For some reason, Lu Jinho just couldn't control himself.

"Boss, I don't think you have a crush, you are totally lovestruck".