barring a "Friend"

"I'll help you barry him"

Solomon said in his husky voice,

Oh no, he's hot- but that wasn't important-Madoka-focus on the situation there's a dead person in your arms-

I wanted to question him but I couldn't-

How can I ? he's so f*cking hot-

"Thank you" I politely said

He put his hands around Madoka's waist I was a little enraged -how-

No I shouldn't think like that-they we were just friends-so they f*cked once-why was I so mad? I didn't know but as I laid him down

and started barring him -It oddly felt familiar-

Had I done this before? No that can't be right, can it? Maybe it was-

There had been so many things I had left behind-forgotten-about and neglected- one of those things was right in front of me-

Even though it was an odd question I still asked "have I done this before?"

Mammon and Solomon both gave me an odd look but it wasn't like this person is crazy- it was more like How did he know?

"I have haven't I?" I asked

Mammon took a deep breath in

"Yes You have-this isn't the first time you've buried Madoka"

"He died before?" Was it in a past life-or well that was rather blurry like something was blocking it-

"Well, yes-he's died many times-

And here we are again-I didn't expect it turn to out like this" Mammon replied

"Just how many times has this happened?" I asked

Mammon: "I don't remember-I lost count-Madoka has sacrificed his life for us- so many times-"

How was this possible-I mean it wasn't impossible but it was strange-

Had he-No- wait-

"How did I recover?" I asked

Mammon: "I stayed by your side even when you never stopped crying

As long as I could until Solomon helped you-"

Of course, it was Solomon-it felt as if he was always there for him-

Wait-He was Always there-

I just forgot him- I pushed him away- like he was nothing-even after how good he treated me even when I told him I love Madoka-why did I do that?-Madoka had always ended up in the same situation-making poor decisions and dieing and for who you may ask No it wasn't him or even Mammon-it was Belph-it was always Belph- how did he not realize-

What was their connection?

"Why did Belph die after madoka? Have they died together before?"

Mammon answered

"They have died many times together even before they met us-"

"They always die together?" I asked

Mammon: "mhm that's because of their curse"

"Curse?" I was curious what he meant but now that he mentioned it-

It was a curse-no wonder he couldn't reach Madoka-it was impossible to save him-he always died and it was always Belph's fault

They belonged together- I hated it

But it was true and I didn't deserve to have-anyone-but there he was at my side smiling at me- Solomon was always by my side what did I do to deserve him?

Nothing absolutely Nothing

I always ignored him-my true love has been by my side this whole time

I ran up to Solomon and put my arms around him sobbing in his chest

"Levi?-did you come back to me -?-"

"I'm so sorry!-I should have realized sooner-"

Solomon: "did you finally remember?-What I had to go through?-"

"I was an idiot I shouldn't have gone after him-you-were always there-I-*sobbing*

"I killed myself twice for You-" he replied

"twice? why did you do that?" I asked

"because it's what I had to do" he replied

"What you had to do? why can't you just say you love me?" I replied

Solomon went completely silent-

he covered the body with dirt

finishing up-

Solomon helped me up but he remained silent

Mammon already finished up

and came over to us

"so what happened between you two?-

you use to flirt and tease each other-

and many other shameless things-

how did things up end like this?" Mammon replied

Solomon smirked at him

"simple Madoka- he's the reason things ended between us-" he replied

"I don't even know why I loved a slut like him-" I replied

Solomon smacked me

"How dare you call him such a thing?

he was a good person- that's why you fell for them- or did you forget that?- I gave him to you because you deserved him more than I did-" he replied

"since when were they yours? and didn't you say you loved me?" I replied

"I- Levi- I'm sorry- I loved them too-" he replied

"so you were lying to me this whole time?!" I shouted

"Madoka wanted to start things over-

he didn't want to tell you about our past relationship- and the truth is he wanted us to be together- but I believed that- he would be better for you- and that's why I gave him to you- I loved you both so much- and I wish I never had to give you up- but what could I do when you didn't love me back?" he replied

I felt my heart shatter-

he was right- what was the point when I didn't love him back?- but why do I feel like-

I did?- No- I only loved Madoka-

he was the one destined for me

but if that's true how come I'm not the one that dies with them? how come Belph's had more lives together with him?

and Solomon said that he had a past relationship with them-

they must have had a past life together too-

I always have to barry them-

but what was my relationship with them?

I Loved him very deeply- but- were they ever mine?

it just didn't feel fair- why did I have to share him?

why couldn't he just be mine?!

Solomon looked down at me

"I understand why you couldn't love me-

I'm not going to force you- but there was a time when you did- I wish you could remember that-" he replied

I looked at him confused

"there was?!-" I shouted

Solomon let out a laugh

"Yeah- I remember that night you confessed to me-and after it you promised that we would be together forever that nothing would become between us- but someone did-

and you broke your promise- but that was unenviable wasn't it? why did I believe in false hope? I am a fool aren't I?" he replied

he began to laugh crazily-

"I'm sorry Solomon- I wish I could make up for what I did-" I replied

I grabbed his hand and intertwined it with mine

he looked down at me with his Coldstone face

"Levi there's nothing you can do- I never deserved you in the first place-" he replied

"don't say that!- Solomon- you are deserving of someone and I would gladly try again-

I can't bare seeing you heartbroken like this-

and knowing that it was my fault-" I replied

I leaned in and kissed him

Solomon's eyes widen in surprise

that's when I heard his heartbeat

he leaned in and kissed me back passionately

I rolled my eyes back and when he released

I let out a moan-

my heart was beating so fast-

"You're so cute darling-" he replied

my eyes widen

darling?!-

looking up at him and realizing just what happened-

I felt myself heat up

and I ran off -

but that attempt failed-

he caught me in an instant-

his grip was so tight

"where do you think you're going, darling?

you are mine now-" he replied

his eyes stared deep into my soul

was I the demon or was he?!