After party [Asmo]
Asmo P.o.v
I saw Luke beel and Mammon had him again
I couldn't help but feel jealous- he belonged with me! and Madoka just left me again!
I don't like being used as a sex toy'
but he doesn't ever seem to care
I mean this time Solomon doesn't even treat me like he used to he acts nice?
he only seems interested in Levi
while I'm over here wishing Luke was mine again - I couldn't care less about this new Madoka at least the last one was a better actor he doesn't care about me he just uses me for sex it was the same with the last one
but he made me believe he loved me
but this time he doesn't care- I don't get what I did to deserve this- so I made him kill people
I made him kill his own sister and he was my severnt I used him for sex- I was a hypocrite wasn't I? I missed Luke what happened?
I changed for him-but what does it matter now? he won't pay attention to me anyway
"Levi go get Solomon-"
after those words were said by Beel
I knew what was going to happen next
"Asmo-" Beel beckoned me
"yes?" I asked I knew what he wanted but
I just wanted to grab Luke and hug him
I may be the avatar of lust but I would never condone something like that- I couldn't let this just happen again- I sit back and do nothing- why?
"get the lube-"
"No!" I shouted
"huh? but why I thought you wanted us to-"
"No beel! I don't know what I was thinking- it's not ok to just take advantage of Luke like this!
just because you're a horny beast! and Mammon needs to find another outlet!
Solomon's behavior wasn't the best but at least it improved! you two haven't changed at all!-" I shouted
"why do you say it as if this has happened before?-" Beel asked
"Because it has!" I shouted
Mammon had a flick of guilt in his eyes
"Asmo-why are you protecting me?" Luke asked
"I- it's just I hate seeing you like this- you may think this is alright but I know that this makes you uneasy doesn't it? I don't want you to do anything you don't feel comfortable with-" I replied
Luke looked up at me with tears
"then why did you suggest it?!-" he shouted
"I thought it's what you wanted but I was wrong-you don't want this- you don't want to be used as stress relief or just for pleasure
you want to be cherished and loved-" I replied
"How could you possibly know that?! Beel does love me! he wouldn't just use me!-" Luke shouted
"He's not the demon you first met anymore!
he's changed they've all been lust-filled demons! none of them care anymore!-" I shouted
"If that's the case then it just means you're the same!-" He shouted
"I once was but I've changed-" I replied
"No you haven't! you're just jealous! you want me all for yourself!" He shouted
"I admit I am jealous and yes I do want you to be mine- but I never treat you like that-
I cherish you and treat you the way you deserve-" I replied
"why are you trying so hard to be nice to me? do you think you'll get something out of it?-" he replied
"No Luke-it hurts- I understand why you believe that- I had done the same to you in the past but unlike him I changed-" I replied
"how can you prove that?! if he hasn't changed how can you say you have?! You're just the same pervert you've always been!" He shouted
"Fine Luke- but don't come crying to me when you get hurt again-" I replied
"like I would!-" He shouted
I ran off crying and I ran into someone
I looked up seeing teal eyes and pinkish purple hair he was a demon- but he wasn't one I knew "sorry!" I shouted
"Hey it's alright- beautiful- is it ok if I ask what happened?-" he asked
I slowly nodded my head
"I got into a fight with my ex lover- I know I don't control him anymore hell I never want to
but was I supposed to do when I knew he was going to get hurt again?! I wish he remembered our good times together it just isn't fair!-" I replied with tears
"Hey calm down- take a deep breath-" he replied
"I'm sorry- I shouldn't be putting my problems on a complete stranger-" I replied
he chuckled
"it's alright you don't have to keep apologizing I was the one who asked and if it makes you feel better I'm mephistophles nice to meet you-" he replied
"meph- stoupho less?-" I replied
"I guess my name's pretty hard to say you can just call me Mephis-" he replied
"Asmodeus but most call me Asmo for sort-" I replied
"Oh you were one of the fallen angel brothers who became demons-" he replied
"Yeah- I know everyone's heard the story and sometimes I wish I never left instead of following my stupid brothers-" I replied
"oh-well I think it was a good choice you made
you would never meant an gorgeous demon like me-" he replied
"you? gorgeous?! I admit you are good looking but never compared to the beauty of the great Asmodeus~" I replied
he laughed
"You're interesting Asmo- so which one are the avatar of?-" he asked
"Lust~" I replied
he blushed
"oh- I should have guessed-" he replied
"mephis I have to admit that your name sounds familiar but I don't remember from where-" I replied
"Oh- yeah you probably heard it from lucifer
I used to work for him- until he fired me I don't even know what I did wrong but he was constantly bickering and he continued to you and the rest of your brothers about me-" he replied
"that sounds about right- luci can be problematic at times but he has a heart somewhere down there diavolo is the only one who can bring it out of him but it sucks you had to deal with it-" I replied
"him have a heart? I find that hard to believe and the demon king be the one to do it
that's even harder to believe-" he replied
"I know but it happened it's thanks to the human showing up- without them I don't how -" I replied
"human?-" he replied
"you didn't hear about the new human attending R.A.D.?-" I replied
"I did - I just didn't think it was true-" he replied
"Well it is- it feels like so long ago that we had another human-" I replied
"Oh right the sorcerer- what was his name again?-" he replied
"Solomon-" I replied
I hated being reminded of him sometimes
he treated me awful just because he wanted my brother
he looked at me with concern
"Hey are you alright?-" He asked
"I'm alright he's just a sore subject for me
we had a pact together I trusted him but he just used me- he only ordered barbatos around he got tired of it- and as for Levi
he wasn't the best for him all he wanted was sex and he treated Madoka awfully-
but yet Levi still gave him another chance
and he actually changed after that -but he still scares me sometimes it feels weird when he treats me nicely now-" I explained
"Oh yeah that must be so strange and it's perfectly normal for you not to trust him
when he treated you and others like that- and to be protective of your other ex lover when you knew they were doing the same to them-" he replied
"I did it because of my own guilt I used him like that- and seeing it happen again- and going through it myself- I never wanted to do it again- and I haven't but the guilt doesn't go away I wish I always treated him with kindness- he was such a angel-" I replied
"you've changed as well so why can't they?-" he replied
"that's what I've been asking but they haven't changed-I know Mammon knows what's he doing and he doesn't stop Beel and Beel doesn't understand what he's doing is wrong
if he could just remember but the memories are too painful for him and it's hard for me to feel bad for him when he hurt My angel but I hate Mammon the most- I'm even willing to forgive a monster like Solomon-but Mammon what he did was unforgiveable-" I replied
"you even forgive Solomon?" he replied
"mhm - he makes Levi happy and it doesn't matter if he treated me differently and I've seen how he's changed but Mammon refuses to change he needs someone to change that-but I haven't the slightest clue who could-" I replied
"Well maybe I could give it a try- and that way you could get your angel back-" he replied
I chuckled
"thanks mephistophles-" I replied
"No problem anything for the avatar of lust-(;" he replied