The Great Devouring

Minutes earlier…

'Zydrax, wake Elisa up. we need to reopen the portal'

[I can't do that] 

'What? Why?'

[You saved her from utter annihilation, but not entirely. Part of her head scalded by flames, and I don't think she'll be using her right eye anytime soon]

Ezra's head dropped.

[Even if we woke her up, she's in no condition to open a portal]  

'Zydrax, help me get up'

[Joining them wouldn't be of any help] Zydrax replied. [If we don't find a way out of here soon, you will die] 

'Are you suggesting-

[Yes, I will boost your strength and you run faster-

'No' Ezra shut it down.

'That already failed' he said, his thoughts clear. 'I'm not abandoning them a second time'

[Then you will all die] Zydrax replied.

'Then so be it. I wouldn't be able live with myself if I ran away now' 

How would he hold himself as a person if he abandoned his subordinates and fled every time he faced a stronger opponent.