"Fuck.."I moan as my feverish skin makes me dizzy with lust. 
[Yes.] "Evet, Mila. You make me want to ravage you when I should be disgusted by the thought of even touching you." He mutters. 
"But I'm not. Instead, everything about you makes me mad with desire and I can not control it. God's, I tried to but I don't want to anymore." He removes his hand from the wall, wrapping his fingers around my jaw and he forces me to stare up at him. 
"You've already had a taste of me and one taste is all you get." I swallow loudly, throwing his words back at him.

Hidden Secrets: A Screwed Up Love Story

　　I dont know how many times I have told myself that marrying Aydem today is crazy.


　　But, when I think back to the photos of the stunning lady all over him. Jealousy invades my body like a plague. It's cruel, tormenting and almost body crippling. It's a feeling that I wouldn't want to wish upon my greatest enemy. Truth is, I love Aydem. I want to be his wife, his lifetime companion and I know he feels the same about me. 


　　He refers to me as his askim, now, I'm not entirely sure what it means, but what I do know, is that it gives me butterflies. And it's for that reason why I've never asked him what it means. He has become my glorious, saviour, who is hell-bent on haunting my nightmares back and keeping my cries of torments at bay.


　　Together I know we can be unstoppable. 


　　We can conquer the impossible and build an indestructible empire.


Chapter SIXTY FIVE