Nathalie
It's midnight and Lance didn't come back. Daddy and Andrew are not here as well. Where are they? I can sense that something is going on but I cannot figure out what is it?
I should be supposed to sleep and don't overthink.
What if Lance is with Katrina?
Am I jealous again? But I know that I don't have any right at all!
Lance deserves someone better. But what about me? I don't know!
I should sleep and close my eyes. But I can't sleep! I stand up and went down to the kitchen. The memory of making love with Lance is still fresh in my mind. I know that I'am not a good person but I can't hide my feelings for him.
I'am hurting Andrew but he already knew that we can't be what he likes to be from the very beginning but he still sacrifice his freedom for me. But why can't I love him?
I really can't! Now that Lance is here. I can't and I felt sorry for him.