Chapter 21

  For some reason, a part of me is actually hoping on seeing her again. I never had the chance to talk to her while I was sober. I never had the chance to actually spend time with her after the frolicking and fucking. I tried to look for her as much as I could but I couldn’t the morning after that.

  No traces of her, just this damned necklace.

  If I'd ever see her again, I would ask so many things like why she want to ask her why she left me that morning, how she has been after what happened and if she was alright after that.

  Most importantly, I want to know how hurt she was because I obviously took her virginity. I feel this guilt inside me because I haven't fucked a virgin before and the way she left that day without saying anything to me made me feel as if she was embarrassed.