Chapter 50

  M I R A N D A

  Hugo smiles.

  Oh Hugo it's been a week since I've seen you and every time I see you I just feel like this all the time. It's crazy because I feel like I'm running out of breath when you're near or when you're around me. It's maddening because every time I see your face I can't help but want to tell you the truth but how am I gonna suppose to do that?

  How?

  It's not that easy and there are so many things left at stake. But Ben, it's obvious that he's your son and I know I need to find the courage to tell him and to tell you the truth.

  You're the only guy I had sex with all my life.

  I sigh as I think of how I badly want to tell him about these thoughts.

  I take a deep breath in and exhale heavily. Hoping my nervousness would release at the same time I exhale. I smiled back and greeted, "Hi…." I was caught with his handsome face and dimpled smile which I have missed seeing.

  "Sir." I added.

  "I told you to call me Hugo."