Chapter 184

  I exhaled heavily before I finally nodded. Hesitantly.

  "You're so unfair." She muffles softly as she bites her lower lip while her tears are flowing over her face now. "What about me?” She placed her hand over her sternum while looking at me intently.

  “I'm here now, ain’t I?” She questions me. “I'm good at bed too. I can take care of you. I am much younger and fresh. I don’t have a child."

  “And you will never have a child from me.” I stated angrily as she compares herself to Rose as if it was a bad thing to have a child with no partner.

  She looks even much more hurt as I sigh heavily, "Don't you find this really fun? Just hooking up? Just sex?” I ask her.

  She didn’t answer.

  “Because to me it is exciting. It's even fun. It’s free. It’s something I need after my divorce.” I continued to say. “Did you think I want something serious after my failed marriage?”