Chapter 192

  I sigh as I rake my fingers through my hair. I'm hurt that I'm hurting her but I don't want this anymore. I don't want to get involved in this drama cos I've had enough bullshits in my life. I don't want her to be when me while I'm still in love with Rose. And this is the reason why I can't and don't want to fall for someone, cos I don't want Rose to think that I've replaced her even though she already want me to find someone.

  "You don't deserve a divorced man." I say.

  "I don't care if you're a divorced man. I don't care if you've had a bad marriage, it wasn't your fault." She muffles.

  I hear her crying on the other line after what I said and I hate it when I'm being the dumper. I have always been the dumpee.

  "Melody, if you're calling me to think I'd come over where you are, I'm not." I say, I don't want to get involve with this. It's too much for me. I continued mentally.